My dad spends all his money on scratch tickets and ordering junk off the television. On the rare occasion that he speaks it's just a one-sided rant about CNN or Beijing Biden. Mother was a raging alcoholic uninterested in anything other than alcohol and sleeping around with strange men. I have meager savings, a low wage and non-existent family life. No friends or girlfriend obviously. Due to not being properly socialized as a child (or feeling physical touch as an infant) I am deeply autistic and have mental problems. I was also exposed to sex at a very young age.
Is there any hope left for people like me? I'm not going to commit suicide because that is a sin.
Hey user. Sorry you're struggling. Our mom was a malevolent pedophile predator to my siblings and I. You can surely move past it/ rise above it. Guaranteed. We are all works in progress. Please don't write yourself offor determine your destiny based on experience so far.
Sure, start doing mathmatical puzzles books off Amazon. Lots of cheap books on them. Master enough and you'll be able to leap into programming near the top. Gardening is the other go to. Cheap to do, wonderful results and the gardening community are very nice.
Gavin Gutierrez
There is always hope. However, you will need to come to grips with having a traumatic early life that is unique to most people.
This fact will likely result in you not being able to experience the same type of happiness or perspective as the majority of your peers.
But like I said, there is always hope. You just have to be adamant about not letting your past or present circumstances suffocate you.
Ian Hall
There is always hope to turn things around
Those who believe they can and those who believe they can’t are both usually right
The country I live in started shooting laser beams at me and I have had to run all over and duck and hide, it was like being in fucking Iraq or something god damn but I am routinely gaslighted and told I am fucking crazy.
They are also electrocuting people (not like lethally like in a prison) but it will shave years off your life long term. It's just horrible.
Also I love a woman, I don't know what's wrong with me it's also a reason everyone calls me fucking crazy and shit because I am in love with her so much. I think about her all the time, she's fucking mad at me again and I can't stop thinking about her. I feel like I love her so much I can't stop thinking about her.
I feel fucking sad as shit and almost suicidal because the thought of living without her makes me want to die almost. I don't know, I try to ignore these thoughts and feelings, though i feel like i will never move on
Juan Anderson
Unpopular advice maybe, but no everyone needs to become something or someone. Enjoy what you have and live you life.
Joseph Robinson
This is why I love this place so much. Anons are lovely when they let down their armor. I love this place.
Ethan Lopez
I believe that we are tested in life for various reasons to bring us closer to understanding the universe and by extension, God. My sister was killed by her nigger boyfriend driving recklessly three months ago and I'm trying to protect my mom and dad and help them with the grief while getting therapy myself. Life is hard and we all go through monumental struggles but the weirdest thing is the hardest it gets the closer I feel to God.
I'm sorry you're going through this fren, you've had a rough start but it doesn't mean it has to stay this way. Think about how big of a fuck you it would be to your circumstances if you found it in yourself to rise above. Start working out and lifting and maybe try praying if it feels right. It may not seem like God is listening but He is.
James Gomez
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James Sanders
>Also I love a woman Is she a celebrity?
Liam Russell
>no friends or girlfriend >obviously Uhhh why obviously? Is it because you're on pol? I take a little offense to that. I don't have a girlfriend either of course, but god damn.
Benjamin Stewart
Get a job that leads you into a career. If you can't socialise with the other workers and can't make friends then whatever. If you need to get laid pay for it just to get jt out of your system. The main thing is to have goals and what I did to get out of my hole was exercise and get a physically demanding job. It really clears the mind
Eli Scott
the digits dont lie
Austin Roberts
based
Jace Collins
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Noah Ross
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Michael Ross
but basically I forgot to add, you should just let your freak flag fly I guess, but we live in a really shitty time period, I don't think it's that safe anymore, like you can get grabbed and just thrown into a mental home for being different now but you just have to let your freak flag fly like I do I guess I don't know.
Even though she treats me like shit right now and I might never be with her, I still believe in true love and that there must be someone out there for everyone but women are fucking trolls sometimes I think. I have spent my life in isolation mostly spending time on music and art and writing, and I was watching Tommy Emmanuel play the guitar and I realized I can play as well as he can now and I guess that must mean something. I will just play love songs for her all the time or something I guess I don't know what else to do. I am told I have serious problem because I feel like I love this woman so much but I can't help it, I don't think it's my mental or thinking process I am very aware of my thoughts and I have been trying to stop focusing on these feelings but I can't I think I legitimately love her.
Kayden Mitchell
It's good you can see that you're obsessing over this female.... obsession over anything isn't good...
Tyler Wood
How old are you, user?
Daniel Ramirez
Commit to God user
William Bell
I enjoy playing games even if I lose. It's a learning experience and I'm immortal so I better get learning
Xavier Davis
The hate that unites us is against the predators of the innocent.
We hate the men and women that have destroyed their and others innocence.
Society shows mercy to the corrupters and punishes the defenders so the blowback grows.
no she's not a fucking celebrity of course not she has like done romantic things towards me and I have talked to her and things like that but god damn now she got mad at me randomly for some reason, she did it on purpose I think for some weird reason it's hard to explain but she thinks she's helping me by doing it some how.
It just happened randomly I remember looking at her social media and I thought she was okay and then I just fell in love with her and for like 2 months I couldn't function for some reason like literally what the fuck I had to abuse coffee I would have been fired if I was employed at that time period. I was trying to focus and shit and it's hard because I get thoughts of her in my head all the time. Now that she's mad at me and shit I still am having trouble focusing because of her it feels like the end of the world it just fucks me up so badly because I can't make it stop and I hate feeling this way sometimes it's just really confusing because I still think somehow it is psychological and I'm doing it to myself but honestly I don't seem to have much control. Recently I was talking to a lot of different women and I have slept with beautiful women so I mean I don't know what's wrong. I just feel like crying and crying I feel like Edward Scissorhands at the end of the movie, I just want to hide away and make art about her all the time then. I think she's so fucking beautiful for some reason but then I mean I like love her or something.
The thing is I have been desperately wooing her and it has been slowly working kinda, but I don't know, I don't know at all.
Brandon Young
you need a true understanding of jesus's love, 0 ad style fren
Easton Jenkins
I find it amazing that creatures like you seem to be able to go into disgusting detail with analysis on why you behave so poorly, resulting in a less than ideal life. I bet if you put even 10% of that same effort into some positive behavioral practices your life would improve drastically. Way to be a total shit user!
Isaac Carter
>Invest other 90% Either become a good goy or most wanted.
Jaxson Watson
Youre like every other leftist in the world Kill your self
