I'm afraid of the dark, frens

I don't. Never had any interest in girls or sex. Never even talked to one.

My parents died in a car accident when I was too young to remember them. I was raised in an orphanage. My other relatives don't even live in the same region and never really cared to visit me or even give me a phone call.

You are afraid to leave it because you hope that it gets better sooner or later that you'll make the experiences you crave.
But with this mindset this will simply not happen.

Start lifting, stop masturbaiting, get some agmatine NAC and L'Carnitine/N-Acetyl-Carnitine.

Stop thinking, start acting.

Based. I don't like dark frens either.

I said I don't masturbate. I only play vidya.
But you are right, I keep telling myself that tomorrow will be the day that I change my life, but tomorrow never comes.

This is grim, you have a hard life, but you can always make it better.
It's up to you don't take life too serious, give less of a fuck make the best out of what you have.

Youre gonna die, get over it. You’ll need to suffer/sacrifice in order to accomplish anything. Alternatively, enjoy the peace of being alone. Or die, who gives a fuck, bitch.

parasite infection
go get sun
also here read some
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deworm yourself user

You got God, son. Family always disappoints, theyre only human.

>Youre gonna die, get over it.
how...?

I don't have anything. Only welfare and some money my parents left me. I don't know what to do when I run out of the latter-

The evening you say to yourself, the next day will be different the next day, I'll do something different, I'll change my life.
You wake up the next day and you'll do just the same shit you have done the last few months and in the evening/night you say to yourself, the next day I'll start changing my life...

I used to pray every day, but I only heard the echo of my own voice. It felt like it amplified the emptiness inside me. That's why I stopped.

How about getting a job, this will actually help you get your life in order, only gives it you a structured day but also helps you with motivation.
Currently doing a formation to become an accountant/RH fag, I could barely motivate myself do fitness when I was jobless, but now eventhough my day is pretty packed, I'm more motivated than ever.
The current way you are living is just death on rates.
Also maybe go fuck a whore before your money runs out.

That's the cycle, yes.. I'm sick of it.

You need action...
Take a day you stop using your PC/phone.
You'll be forced to do something, work out, read, anything except internet or electronic entertainment.

I dread the day that I have to go out and find a job, or die. I don't like to think about it...
>maybe go fuck a whore
Why is it so hard to believe that I was never interested in sex? I find the notion kind of disgusting from what I've seen in the internet

Get your ass to America anyway you can, cousin. Enough of us out here can pick you back up.

glow niggers are entirely shameless in what they will do to demoralize a person. they are maladjusted, an essential part of their ego has been erased. it's a mental disorder in itself. they have weak handshakes, darting, obsequious eyes and an air of tepid condescension.

why would you do that? I'm just another stranger. Another lonely soul with no aim waiting and fretting about its final day.