>millenial >no friends no gf >decide to "self improve" >get a job, start doing sports, take up a hobby >stop porn and fapping altogether >stop drinking >start going to church >start seeing a shrink >do this for three years
>still feel unhappy, depressed, mentally ill (condition worsened) and worse than when I was 24/7 on my computer
The truth is that if you are fucked in the head in some way or the other you are NOT gonna make it. No matter how much you try / LARP
why in the hell would you want to visit the retard factory every week
Brandon Phillips
Cool blog my dude. Where is the subscribe button?
David Taylor
>start seeing a shrink uhhhhhh so you decided to start improving yourself, and then threw it all away for a kike's bank numbers, and now you blame the concept of "self-improvement"?
Jacob Jones
i feel you user. i am trying very hard too.
Benjamin Carter
you seek things from the world
Kevin Ward
Also, i did/still doing self improvement because i was pretty sad about life. After some weeks i started feeling better and im way happier than i was before, just because it aint working now doesnt mean that is a larp.
Everything >no friends no gf >kissless hand-holdless virgin >shitskins everywhere >jewish propaganda all the time everywhere >have to take meds because i am a schizoid (have to take anti psychotics) >no purpose in life >have to wageslave for 40 more years
user do you take fish oil supplements? I started a couple weeks ago and it’s helping with my depression. 900mg a day. And I get at least 30 minutes of sunshine a day too.
Liam Gomez
Keep going faggot.
Ethan Hall
That's what /SIG/ and Any Forums say all the time. Find jesus christ all that retardation. In the end I'm not even a christian anymore. Christians are just as bad as normal people and they are all hypocritical degenerates (albeit behind closed doors)
Brayden Cruz
didn't ask
Hunter Moore
I agree with user. Stop seeing a fucking shrink. They only create more issues. Youre capable of solving your own problems op. Dont need some faggot to get paid to tell you "you should try being more open. Dont worry its all confidential"
Mason Reyes
Yes you did. You post the /sig/ threads all the time. I'm tired of seeing people fall for this shit
Noah Green
Go and live in the wilderness! Take naught but a bible and basic survival equipment with you; no food or water.
Benjamin Jackson
But bettering yourself still helped. If you have a serious mental problem, doing all of that obviously won't make it go away. Self-improvement helps your self-esteem and confidence and can improve other people's perception of you, which is always a good thing.
Jackson Butler
It takes 10 years you pussy.
Henry Campbell
don't listen to him, I did pretty much all of this and i've come along way from when I attempted suicide a few years back
Nathaniel James
have you actually done this?
Levi Howard
If only you had enough money to solve your problems OP.
I need the meds, and I'm barely managing. I already feel there are eyes everywhere looking at me, even when I'm in an enclosed space with the windows closed...
Levi Hall
>shrink LMAO RETARD} DIE DIE DIE KILL YOURSELF DIE!
Jaxson King
you didn't mention your spiritual path of improvement your body is so so, the mind so so, both are fragile and malleable to an extreme degree, bad pathologies and delusion are rife your spirit can be far more resilient idgaf how you do it, read scriptures as a starting point and work out your own journey idgaf if it's cope, coping with life is what makes you stronger
Oliver Cox
Hire some hookers. BOOM, you are no longer depressed. Apply as needed.
Easton Green
Schizoid people find it extremely hard to make friends, that's just how it is. Maybe try doing some risky sports like base jumping until you die, that's sort of my plan
Noah Gonzalez
Yeah so I end up like that Canadian dude who starved to death less than 2 miles away from a Mconalds?
Also this isn't the US. Desolate rural areas are no man's land. You get rapped/killed/kidnapped by a mestizo in no time
unironically you only have 1 problem which is causing everything else and you even listed it.
>no purpose in life
You can't just OH HEY IMA GET PURPOSE NOW SHITS GREAT it doesn't work like that i know but your lack of purpose literally stems from fucked up hormones and fucked up habits that rewired your brain. I could give you advice but you wouldn't do shit anyway so i won't bother with specifics but know this; if you want your situation to change you have to begin now. It will be hard and it will suck ass with low % of success. Basics are : Eat more protein, eat less carbs , 8Hrs sleep yes but has to be same time everyday. I'd fast too if I was you. Once biology is better then you could move on to more psychological work but you won't get that far so gg gl lol.
Chase Robinson
You did the right thing, what you lack is a purpose that brings all of these elements and aligns them to a higher cause.
A narrative that contextualizes all of your doing.
Ryan Taylor
It's called "coping". People with high IQs and who are true Christians i.e. they genuinely love God and want to live according to His commandments i.e. they reject degeneracy and try to be moral, yeah these people have a hard time at life typically and have to get through it by "coping". This world is cursed since Adam and Eve's sin and we just have to endure it while adhering to God's Laws.
Nathaniel Wright
Why do you feel like you're fucked in the head user?
STOP TAKING JEW PILLS >STOP TAKING JEW PILLS THEY ARE MELTING YOUR BRAIN IRREVERSIBLY
Eli Richardson
Grow up kiddo
Angel Ward
buy bitcoins before the herd does. there is still time. most of them are not even in or distracted by shitcoins / altcoins.
Nolan Murphy
>Everything one at a time frendo, one at a time also >shitskins everywhere if thats coming from argentina.. are they burned to coal? where do they come from?? i thought you where them for the american continent? africa hittin you too??
Hunter Reyes
Fake
Thomas Rodriguez
Maybe you should stop being so self-absorbed and reliant on drugs if you want to LARP as a "failed self-improver".
Carter Howard
Just not psychologically invested in this dumb nigger world. The material plane truly is the nigger of all planes.
Leo Phillips
>had frequent sex This seems to be missing from your list and maybe your problem
Levi Johnson
Went to church for around 5 years... I am not a christian anymore.
All this "lets care for the marginalised" or "jesus loves all of you" , "we are all one in jesus christ" is all bullshit, all lies, they lie to your face and then they shit on you.
They don't even care about a schizoid with no friends, they discriminate against you.
Christians only care about shitskins. It's an absolute truth. I didn't care about Pagans but they are correct.
Xavier Reyes
Welcome to the Alienation, bitch.
Anthony Ward
>doesn’t self improve in basic psychological matters >wonders why self improving didn’t work twitter.com/alpharivelino?s=21 Check this guy out for relationship stuff. Start hitting the gym and lifting hard.
Most importantly: READ BOOKS. The Burnout Society by Byung-Chul Han is a good start. And “psychopolitics” by the same author. yagmi user
I am one of the great grand elites of /sig/, I actually made it through the process. But I also did
>meditation >lots of book reading >religious adherence
and at the end of the thing, thanks to meditation, nofap...semen retention actually. I am now mostly sleeping alright. My blackpill is completely gone. I am part of