I cant even go outside

Im such a freak. Every time i talk to ppl im just reminded that they see me as a female. Ik it’s fembrained and shit but idk how much longer i can go on this way. And i am fembrained. Way too fembrained to ever go on t. I cant bond with men because they see me perpetually female. I feel like an imposter in my own body. Disgusted. I dont kno anymore. I can repress but im too pussy to ever even go on t. Because ill just be a bigger more delusional woman who thinks shes a man, when there is no evidence to back that up. Im a short dickless pathetic manlet. And every single day i wish to be brutally killed in the most humiliating degrading fashion so it will always be imprinted on my soul that i am irreversibly female. Repper for life.

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Whatever you mean by fembrained, plenty of cis men are also like that.

Hey that’s my edit! :)
Anyways let’s read this post
>Way too fembrained to ever go on t.
That’s the magical thing about testosterone, user, it actively makes you more malebrained
Pre T I would jerk off once a week and cry about the same amount, now I cry a few times a year max and jerk off twice a day at a minimum
These weren’t the only changes but my brain and thought patterns are identifiably more male than they were before

And? Life doesn't have a grading system at the end, so do whatever.

why not just be a butch lesbian?

Not OP but kys
Imagine saying that to a cis man who feels emasculated

i would be another guy's wife (male) and i'm cis, idc

Gay bottoms are not men
People who want to be someone’s wife are not men
You aren’t necessarily a woman either, but you don’t want to fill a male role

>Can take T at any opportunity
>Don't want because "muh feelings"

You are not a "repper", you're a coward

Don't even try to argue
The entirety of Any Forums doesn't understand masculinity or emasculation except a handful of ftms/males

These people are just
>Uhhh why are you upset that you don’t have a dick? Just get fucked in your poon
I don’t want to bottom you fucking slut retard what fucking universe do you live in where everyone is just a bottom? Are you so vapid and self centered you can’t even comprehend of someone not wanting to be exactly like you? Or do you think that only tops who you, personally, are attracted to, even exist at all?
If either of those is the case then, you know what, fucking congratulations, you pass as a cis woman flawlessly

you're both trolls. i could be a fem bottom fag and still be manlier than u
i bet you can't even change engine oil. wat u bench, fggt, huh? HUH?!

I can bench my own weight at least (which is REALLY not saying much) but I haven’t had the opportunity to go to a gym due to living in the woods.
My dad has barbells which I use, and a pull-up bar, in which I can lift myself up all the way multiple times
I do 50 pushups every day, currently in two sets of 25
And my dad taught me how to change engine oil when I was a kid
Stop feeling insecure over taking it up the ass and embrace being a woman.

>too pussy to ever even go on t
Let me guess... family?

i'm not insecure about anything and i have absolutely nothing to do with trans people.
all i said to OP, was that it'd be more PRACTICAL to be a butch lez.

>i'm not insecure about anything
kek.
Anyways that’s not what you said, you just asked them “why not?” To which the answer is obvious

is English your second language?

If you have to ask, then it must be yours

bitch i only speak english

isn't this what femboy are?
this, just take T, it cures fembrain and gives u malebrain.

Very funny, I could say the same thing

Femboys are not men, it’s literally in the name
Feminine Boys
They’re borderline women and if they bottom they’re women, if they troon out especially they’re women