>Be me, butchmoding FTM >Start new job at gas station >Notice one of the guys who works at the cafe there, super cute, obviously gay >We're both nice to eachother etc and chat when we can >Start T >Three weeks in I start feeling sexually attracted to him and get (unwanted) wholesome fantasies, too
KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME. I DON'T WANT THIS I DON'T WANT TO FALL FOR YET ANOTHER CISSOID WHO'LL NEVER RECIPROCATE MY FEELINGS. I DON'T EVEN REALLY LIKE GUYS LIKE HIM WHY THE FUCK DO I LIKE HIM WHY DO I WANT HIM WHY DO I WISH I COULD BE HIS CUTE SHORT OVERPROTECTIVE TOP BF WHEN THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN
Anons you need to help me out. I need to get rid of these feelings. I'm sick of wanting guys I can't have. First it was straight men now this. I don't want to be one of those cringey FTMs who forces gay men to go hetero.