Fell in love with a girl from my church

>fell in love with a girl from my church
>she likes me back
>cant reciprocate because i would have to tell her im a tranny
God , why wasn't I born male. I want to play the deck I was given in this life but being unable to love is too cruel

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You’re FTM?

Unfortunately

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And you’re stealth? I’m sorry about your situation
Do you think she would be understanding of it?

maybe if you get to know her a little better you could learn whether she is transphobic or not..could be she's okay with it :^))

is she a lesbian or are you based enough to be stealth at a church?

I am post everything except bottom and completely stealth. I would be humiliated telling her I transitioned and what kind of question is that to a religious girl? It is the opposite of the traditional husband she would want, it's more akin to bisexuality with two pussies in the relationship. I disgust myself even considering it

Do you think you could do a small lie and larp as intersex? Like say that your sex characteristics were fucked up so you have to get surgery

I am stealth because I've transitioned. What kind of lesbian would find her way into a church? If I even suggested it wouldn't that mean I don't care about her? It would be selfish to ask her to date a sinner, what if my love for her ended up damning her or making her think she was sinning?

I don't want to be a liar. I am guilty enough for lying about my sex to begin with

Well you are sort of intersex Now, are you not? With high testosterone and a flat chest

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No there is a big difference between being a freak of nature and a freak by mental disorder

Your brain is part of your body, user

There is just too many things that can go wrong here, she could be transphobic and out me, she could enter a relationship where she feels guilty and sinful, she might see me as a tomboy or a complete mental case. Very unlikely that it would go okay especially considering we are both of slavic descent and it isnt like these american churches that put rupaul quotes on their sign instead of biblical verses

You could ask her about some news event in an innocuous way to test how she feels about trans people

I was thinking about this too but women are incredibly inconsistent. She may say one thing and feel the other, or agree with their existence but laugh at the idea of really dating or knowing one. I could really easily ruin the image she has of me with this detail, from man of god and morals to mentalcase woman who did self mutilation and is delusional

At the very least, you are very based to be going fully stealth and going to church, I want to do that someday

/2 It is just tearing me apart because with the thousand reasons to remain friends she will make a comment about me being handsome or some compliment or gesture and my heart turns over, I feel like I will end up Werthering myself (Goethes personnage that is hopelessly inlove with Charlotte and drives himself to despair and suicide)