Havent seen my reflection in months due to my aversion to mirrors

>havent seen my reflection in months due to my aversion to mirrors
>avoid people wearing religious symbols and houses of god
>pale from staying inside
>mostly nocturnal since the night is far more inviting
>burn in the sun easily
>everyone either sexualises my existance or demonises me as some unholy being that preys on the innocent to create more like me
>gothy aethstetic
am i trans or am i just the worlds shittiest vampire?

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I'll give you something to suck you little vamp

Are you the hon type vampire or just a retarded twink like me?

im pretty bad at sucking user, i dont think you want that. but i am VERY bite-y if thats your thing
very retarded estrogenised-twink with a blood kink

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>>havent seen my reflection in months due to my aversion to mirrors
>>pale from staying inside
>>mostly nocturnal since the night is far more inviting
>>burn in the sun easily
>>gothy aethstetic
I am cis but this is me

good post me too

>I am cis
you sure? i dont think ive ever met a "creature of the night" type who wasnt at least a liiitttle gnc

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бaмп

oh yeah I'm definitely kind of a repressor lol

i've been saying this for years
t. fellow vampire

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Same

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its honestly kinda sad and cringe, but more and more i start genuinely seeing myself as some sort of non-human entity. it wierdly makes life a little more bearable when i just see myself as existing outside of human society and being something different entirely. i dont feel so bad about my inability to ever live a normal life or be accepted that way. if i just think of myself as some strange and tragic creature of the night it just seems like a no-brainer that i'll never fit in instead of hurting to think about. i kinda feel like an edgy middleschooler thinking that way, but if it helps me cope ig theres no harm in it

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ya same i’m just a weird elf-girl who never made her way back to the woods :/

well thank god it isnt just me. i mean, its kinda messed up that society treats people in a way where they stop even entirely seeing themselves as human, but at least it isnt just a me thing

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you girls are so based, I wish I could be special

this

i mean theres nothing stopping you. ive been struggling with dysphoria and the social isolation that comes with it for a very long time and its only recently that my brain just kinda gave up and unlinked my sense of self from any idea of normal humanity. it just kinda started as an interesting parallel in my head, became a running joke with friends, and eventualy turned into a genuine feeling, though i wouldnt be caught dead admiting that to most people

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Even in French it's "existEnce". I'm tired of seeing this shit. You're a spellinghon.

you described it perfectly, I was actually more miserable when I was trying to fit in and dress colorful

i think it's normal, everyone wants to be special even if it comes with hardships. we're just special in our own way

she mogs me