I malefailed again but i had a mask on so it doesnt count

i malefailed again but i had a mask on so it doesnt count

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Take it where you can get it

buy a dewormer
yes it counts you pretty little thing

would ivermectin work?
i mwan yeah
like people have been looking at me funny after i speak using my man voice and then like stare at my name tag
but im too much of a pussy to actually commit to girlmoding

bump

I DONT A TUALLY PASS ANND I NEVER FUCKING WILL
I SHOULD NEVER HAVE TRANSITIONED AT 6 FEET TALL
MY BODY WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE A WOMAN
I WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER IN MY LIFETIME LOOK LIKE A CIS WOMAN

in dbt i learned to like radically accept that i'm not gonna get the thing (the secret being that by accepting you won't get it you actually create space for yourself to get it organically)
it's really hard, but all you can do at this point is accept what you're telling yourself, that you won't ever be a woman, and you'll only ever be a trans woman (because if you really accepted this, you wouldn't be this distressed over it 24/7)
if you accept that you're trans and not cis, and be a trans woman to the best of your ability every single day no matter how fucking hard and draining it is to not be the impossible thing you so desperately want, allow yourself to talk in your hon voice and wear your hon clothes on your 6 foot frame, and over time you'll organically get the thing that you originally wanted so bad, or a form of it, at least
like you can't force femininity, thats kinda the whole point of socialization: it's unconscious, autonomous, automatic. when you consciously try to be a cis woman, in a way it's clocky because cis women are women on the level of the unconscious. so i really think you have to stop avoiding the fact that you'll never be cis, make do with being trans, live and create a trans identity, and maybe you'll start to be seen as a woman

im gonna kill myself

Shut up dumb ass, you don't need to kill yourself just go get a boyfriend who will be romantic but also fuck your ass into oblivion

HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO GET A BOYFRIEND WHEN I LOOK LIKE AN UGLY DYSGENIC FAGGOT WHOS 6 FEET TALL AND EXTREMELY MENTALLY ILL
“HUR DURRRRRR JUST GET A BOYFRIEND”
NO GUY WOULD EVER FUCKING DATE ME