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tell us about your troubles, user

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this may surprise you guys, but i hate my body

gl0wrm deleted her soundcloud and now my personality is lost without her music : ' (

i hate that i started posting in passgen again a lot even if it is in unsees but idk something about the prospect of being single again soon is making me feel really unlovable and gross and it makes me need tangible examples that i’ll be able to find someone else in the future

i dont have any more troubles. the fingernail on my left index finger is a little fucked up

I'm planning on making the call and setting up an appointment for informed consent. but I've been hit with anxiety since I've been having issues finding a job, so I worry that it might be unsustainable

i can't even look at passgen desu

whys that

A lot of bad things have happened to a lot of people close to me over the last year or so. Two of those situations have been dragging on and on and though I'm trying to make myself available for help and support, I'm feeling weighed down and worn out and spread thin.

I don't know why so many of these things happened around the same time but it's definitely piling up on me. I don't want to abandon either of them to deal with it alone, but anytime I feel like there's an end in sight, there's some other reason that it recedes further away into the distance. I'm fucking exhausted.

I feel like I'm doing OK mentally, but all the stress and sorrow and pain has started to take a real toll on my physical health. I know that I need to carve out some real time to disconnect from it all, take care of myself, and melt some of this stress off my back, but I have no idea how long it'll be before it's actually "okay" for me to do that, and my disposition is such that I won't really be able to relax or enjoy myself if I feel like I'm leaving things undone or leaving people behind.

looking at other tranners makes me feel like shit

takes like 20 dollars every six months to buy hrt

how?
whether online or looking at what it generally costs prescription wise, seems much more than $20

fair enough. it’s pretty fucking stupid of me to do it because i literally know i pass so it’s pretty openly attentionwhoring i just feel so insecure rn. i feel bad about posting but still have the impulse, idk

the fact that im going to have to break up with my boyfriend and break his heart genuinely makes me think about ending it

why do you have to?

LDR is making me unable to function and it wont stop anytime soon

LDRs suck. That's not really a heartbreaking reason for a breakup, he'll probably be more understanding than you think

he’s very attached to me. i think he can sense it and so he’s being extra loving and caring while im trying to pull away and it’s making me cry all the time. i have to smoke weed just to function

He might just be misinterpreting your signals. Look the longer you drag this out, the more anxiety you're gonna build up around it, and the harder you're gonna make it on yourself. You gotta just pull the trigger

i know. im going home to visit my mom this weekend and i told her my plan, so she’s gonna be there with me to take care of me after. im doing it on monday. im not anxious about it, after being fucking trans and out and girlmoding for years the idea of another coming out type scenario doesnt scare me. i just want him to be ok, and i just want us to be friends

I'm never going to be happy no matter what I do. My life is just focusing on ocd obsessions until I'm sick and I fucking hate it. I want to rip my skin off and scream until my voice goes out. I want to rip the skin off my hands one strand at a time and stab a knife into my chest over and over I fucking hate my life and I don't feel like I can take it much anymore everyday is the fucking same and I'm still just as useless as I always am. Im so fucking stupid and pathetic that tripping here is the only meaningful thing I've done on account of people being nice to me sometimes because of it in replies. I lay in bed all day unable to get up so I'm just here, here of all fucking places refreshing the catalogue over and over just for a rush of dopamine hoping someone will reply to me if I say the right thing or sometimes even the wrong thing I don't even believe. I wish I could slam my head in between two thousand pound crates and just explode into a thin red paste. I fucking hate everything and my dad was right I can't ever love anyone so now I'm obsessed with him too and I'm just a stupid retarded lost child who can't work or be useful to society. I fucking hate my life,,I hate my dad, I hate being disabled and I FUCKING HATE Any Forums

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He'll be sad but he'll be ok. It'll be tough but like I said it's not really a heartbreaking reason for a breakup. It sounds like you still love each other, sometimes real life just gets in the way. If you let each other go gracefully without waiting too long and letting things go bad, then the door is kind of still open to reunite if you ever end up in the same place again. Or not, if you don't want to. Good luck

yeah. you’re right. thank you, user. i hope you’re well today and feeling ok

They dumped his corpse outside of the window and covered him with trash how are they not in prison its hell

I stare at people. I am filled with jealousy, I am miserable even cis people don't look as masculine I want this shitty world to all go up in flames

life is meaningless
i want to hurt my "ex"
gonna kms soon hopefully

>Any Forums pass

Sorry I don't like captchas I'm too dumb to do them >.

why trip and use Any Forums pass you’re automatically the worst poster