How to accept perma manmode?

>3y hrt
>max effort
>still a hon
It's not getting better. How do I cope?

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me in 1 year
drugs.

You're not a manmoder, stfu

Don't read any Vogon poetry.
Do keep trying your best to get closer to your desired look, voice, lifestyle, etc.
Do find other sources of fulfillment besides passing: job, friends, hobbies, animals, w/e.
Do let go of passing as the be-all end-all of transitioning.
Do find ways to make peace with honmoding. I find it a lot better than 100% manmoding. I just try to have fun with it and not take the idea of passing too seriously.
Don't lose your towel.
Good luck love

>Do find ways to make peace with honmoding
I really liked your response except this part. I'm tired of embarrassing myself in public

do drugs

Detrans or suicide. It should be obvious.

I may as well kms if I'm not going to actually experience life and that's not happening

You dont understand you need to validate the poor lifestyle decisions of others even if it ends with you killing yourself.

Eww

Checked

Somehow I don't find it embarrassing. Clothes and makeup are just clothes and makeup (and I don't go overboard with the makeup like some some of my fellow rapehons).

Maybe it's different in my country but people treat me pretty well as a super obvious 6' hon in a dress. I'm still working on what I can, but mostly I just live my life normally. However, I don't insist on being called/treated like a woman, don't use women's restrooms, etc etc because I'm so weird looking. But lots of people look worse than I do, horribly disfigured etc, and they live their lives, why not me?

it's okay to be androgynous, yk
as much as you think society will be disgusted by that, it's quite fashionable - look at Kpop for example.
just vibe with it
you'll be okay, friend

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>, I don't insist on being called/treated like a woman, don't use women's restrooms, etc etc because I'm so weird looking
No offense, but i can't imagine that. Sounds painful

>it's okay to be androgynous
Sure it's okay i guess... but I'm undateable as an uncanny androgynous thing

are you Bi? hopefully whoever you end up with likes your appearance but also likes you for you.

The fuck do you mean, bitches love androgynous people. If you can’t get any as a man on hrt you’re either ugly or autistic (most likely both)

I'm bi, but prefer men
Gtfo you have nothing of value to add here. You're successful, I'm not. Fuck off
>ugly yes
>autistic no

don't give up friend. get more social and try to meet more nice, like minded people and you'll find someone

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Just be the prettiest, most feminine, gay guy you can be.
If your still male enough to man nice without bring an obvious tranny, this is the most dignified way to go.

In fact pull it off well enough people won't treat you like a male, or expect male things from you even. You'll get the non-male treatment.

Idk im an obvious tranny, i wear androgenous eomans clothes and hon it up. But like im androgenous to the point it doesn't cause looks of horror...

That's exactly the opposite of what I'm trying to get out of this post

just trying to support, do what makes you happy!