I'm here to listen to you

I'm here to listen to you.

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i just want someone to spend time with but i guess i make everyone i meet hate me somehow

I really want to reach out my fren who unblocked me recently but it seems so desperate plus I feel afraid she'll lash out at me. besides it's a long story, and it's bothering me a lot.

I keep waking up with bruises and scratches all over my body, why do you think it happens

I want to sing everyday as Victoria Bellido Duran says but I'm too lazy to learn the lyrics in hungarian and russian of my favourite operas. You know baby
>a rozsámat igazán szerettem
>az irigyek elrabolták tőlem
>most let szegény igazán belölem
Fuck
Thanks Pepe.

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Fool!

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i want this board to be purged of toxic shit like gaygen and hon threads
>t. happy fag

So youre saying I'm a fool because I have these bruises and scratches or I'm foolish for thinking it's something more

could be seizures

I'm also down to consider the idea that I'm getting molested by rough sleep paralysis demons

I feel bad about having been sexually abused as a child. Worst part is that it seems to have stunted my social development somewhat. I see it in other survivors and I see it in myself. That's my least favourite part. If I could at least regain the bit of socialisation I lost I'd feel ok about myself, but I just can't open up to others, I can't let people in and I'm constantly afraid that all my friends will leave me once they figure out that nebulous flaw I have that taints me as a human being.

I feel like I've done something wrong, like I'm morally corrupt, when all I did was take it and try to survive. Did I tempt them perhaps? Did I trigger something in them that made them compulsive in their pedophilic urges?

I feel so numb. I need therapy, I guess, but therapy feels like giving in and admitting it happened when I have spent the past 14 years trying to erase it from my memory.

You know what, I don't even get why I'm traumatised. What the fuck is traumatic about sex? Maybe if I was beaten, or brutalised, or made to feel like a worthless piece of shit, but I wasn't. At worst I felt embarrassed, or ashamed of what I was doing.

I do have seizures sometimes, although it's been a while since an observed one

one of my friends was having seizures (bc she's a fucking alcoholic) and would come into work looking fucked up with no memory of how it happened. we pretty much confirmed it was seizures after she had a few in front of us and just couldnt remember them after regaining consciousness.

hope you get the help you need.

epic prank m'gamer!

for real i'm bothered by this

i have no one to go see tlc with tomorrow at the fair
i want someone to go with

Tell me about it.

I just want someone as mentally ill as i am. I want someone whos willing to be my friend/boyfriend above all else.

It fucking hurts. Its not fair. And i know ill never get these things because im awkward, brown, and ugly.

Hi I’ll be your friend

No you wouldn't. i'm a furry too. forgot to mention that.

I would like to listen to the lives of others, so I would forget about mine. How was your childhood, op?

I've cheered on dozens of tranners as they've started HRT, assuaged their fears about passing, helped them through difficult times in their life. I've watched them go from socially anxious boymoders to confident women.

I'm several years on HRT, and everything I tell them is a lie to me. They have potential I never had, and there's no part of me that doesn't scream and cry and wail at how I will never have what they have. How no matter how much HRT I take, it'll never make up for the years I wasted or the shit genetics I'm cursed with.

All I can do now is give as much of myself away, this life isn't worth living anymore.