im just a useless mentally ill tranny. I'll always be an addict in one form or another. No one will ever really care about me. even my best friends I feel could get over me pretty quick. talk is cheap. everyone says they care but they don't. if I die people I despise will come out of the woodwork and preach about how much they miss me and how sad it is, and the people who I care about will get over me with time. what's the point.
No one really cares
*Pets the tranner*
omg kazuha
The point is to live your life for you. You have your own hopes and dreams I’m sure. Your life should be to accomplish them. Regardless of who cares about what or who, your life is for you. Even if they don’t care, you don’t need them to live
i feel you
gotta live for yourself i guess? dont know how someone is supposed to live their life, let alone best, without anyone there for them
the sad thing is that you're right.
i've always had a hard time with that but your right. i never live for myself. i guess that shows you just about how much I value myself.
>if I die people I despise will come out of the woodwork and preach about how much they miss me and how sad it is, and the people who I care about will get over me with time.
>f I die people I despise will come out of the woodwork and preach about how much they miss me and how sad it is
and about how sad it is that i made such a decision but hey at least they tried to help right when literally all they did is gaslight and waste my time and drive me deeper down the hole. Im sick of life but i hate the idea of dying with unfinished shit too bc I dont want any of the people i hate to either be glad im gone or be able to condescend again while pretending they care. I want to live my life for me and if any of them approach me or try to contact me once ive found any success I wont be entertaining it and I'll say "wait, who are you?"
It’s okay it’s really hard. Sometimes (a lot of times) I lose sight of that too. Even if things didn’t go the way you wanted to today there’s always tomorrow and the next day and so on. You always have a chance to climb out of rock bottom (: if I could give you a hug I would. Keep trying fren
yeah but what if we kissed
i just can't imagine a life without the people I care about. They probably can
>no one really cares
yes. this is why you do the things you want, to spite everyone and enjoy your one shot at life. take my advice or kys, idc
I am the same way but I have no friends, and I am repellant to people personality wise. I'm just a repressor though.
Jesus loves you
I feel you user. I've been abandoned by some extremely old friends recently and ostracised from a lot of circles. Hence why I'm posting here.
Know those feels of hating the thought of people who never gave a fuck performatively mourning you. That shit sucks.
Anyway here's some cheap talk, hope you're alright and I hope you find some sense of community or friendship or belonging somewhere eventually. I'm wishing that for myself too.
Take care user.
Please don't prey on the emotionally vulnerable trannies Jesus loves you poster.
Try to embody god's love and show compassion rather than proselytising to those you think are in mentally susceptible states.
Appreciate what you're trying to do though and I know it comes from a good place and Jesus loves you too Jesus loves you poster. But it might not be what people who're generally demonised by Christians wanna hear while they're having a rough time. God bless though.
I don't know about addiction. You mean like to drugs? Yeah that sucks
>tfw no cute and encouraging friend
You seem really sweet user. Hope you are doing okay too.
i appreciate the sentiment. when i was younger I was bullied a lot, and after I finally was accepted by my peers after I started using drugs, my parents sent me away for 2 years to rehab. I lost all of my fake friends, and I was pushed away by my family. I finally found a place but I'm off to college and i fear I'll never see any of them again, and that they dont actually care about me. people say they'll stay in touch but I've lost friends time and time over to know it never shakes out that way. I really appreciate it your words, all I can offer is the same cheap talk back, I hope we both turn out alright.
when I was younger it was sex and drugs. now it's self harm. I've been sober 3 days from cutting. Let's see how long i can hold that.
I just got off work, and I just wanna say thank you. I don't really post on Any Forums ever but I just needed to get these feelings out. i really appreciate the kind words. Y'all are right. I need to live for me. I'm not used to it but im willing to give it a try. see you all soon.
Ty fren (: still hanging in there haha
Hope you have a lovely Friday