Be me nerdy horny bottombrained sweaty femcel boymoder

>be me nerdy horny bottombrained sweaty femcel boymoder
>slap my own ass once for fun
>realize i like it
>do it more
>doesn't sting that bad
>try to slap harder
>literally cant
>imagine how hard a man could slap it
does anyone else do this

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Sometimes I hit myself just to imagine that it’s my future wife doing it and that I’m feeling the touch of another human being
t ftm

I know I usually squeeze so hard it hurts when I jerk off
Same energy?

Yes I have. When I had a bf I had him spank me too and he was too afraid to do it as hard as I really wanted it.

why would someone be afraid to spank too hard? are they afraid it will hurt? that's literally the point....

Based af
Get bruises? Hot

There's "Spanking so hard the impact alone makes them piss themselves a bit", and then there's "Spanking someone so hard they piss blood".
I don't want to actually hurt them.

does anyone else get kinda turned on when washing their ass in the shower and their finger accidentally slips in

Bruises sometimes, a few times the end of my foreskin bleeds a bit.

>accidentally
I do that on purpose, bitch. Gotta get clean.

Why is it based

>accidentally

That you want a wife to beat you

tbhon I think I just have mommy issues, it’s mostly kind of sad

I identify with this post a bit more than i should

Eh, being able to turn trauma into something loving is wonderful

yep
>slap/grab ass, thighs, boobs, tummy, face, etc
>suck on my own fingers and pretend they're someone elses
>lay on my bed with my hands behind my back like they're tied/handcuffed
>grab my own neck and squeeze
>fantasize constantly about having someone to boss me around/own me/do impact play & bondage with
IDK why I have such a fetish for submission but god nothing gets me off like being put in my place by someone in authority.

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I cant or my family will hear me through our thin walls but giwtwm with a bf

yeah same, i do it when im home alone though

i want to fuck an ace ftm pre surgery/hormones tranny in my class

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Absolutely, I think about how much strength they'll use and I start to feel lightheaded because I'm horny and horribly starved for affection :(

Same and Im not even trans