What are your fears?

I refuse to leave the house in case someone takes a picture of me and i become a laughing stock meme

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lol this fear is how i got addicted to benzos

Basically any social interaction I plot out several steps ahead thinking about the most damage that person can do to me socially, financially, legally etc.

How do benzos make you feel? Im thinking of trying them.

dont i wish i never started. they take my anxiety away or down a but and bring a calm / stillness. on a normal dose i dont feel buzzed but feel like i process things a little bit slower and cant remember shit

I fear loneliness and also never living up to my potential

I have no fears. I understand how worthless I am and there is nothing worth fearing.

>never living up to my potential

Yeah, i had this. I was the smartest at everything, and expected to become amazing. Instead i ended up some middle manager tranny.

Dont worry user, even if you dont achieve your goals now, every step towards them is a victory

>nothing worth fearing

How do you mean? Do you not feel existential terror?

Idk there is no redemption for me so there is nothing worth fearing.

I refuse to drive every time I try I have a panic attack

Fears
>clowns
>furries
>furry clowns
>spontaneous combustion
>getting raped by aliens
>schizophrenia
>accidentally peeing my pants in public
>finding out I’m going to have some disease like ms or Parkinson’s disease
I have a lot of fears

I'm scared of driving i have nightmares about it

I wish i could do it

>getting raped by aliens
i have this fear too, it’s one of my worst ones
i had sleep paralysis when i was 3 and hallucinated an abduction and i think that might be why i’m so fucked up today

Same ): did you get hit by a car when you were a kid? I did and my mum always used to say how they're evil murder machines (she's kinda weird) idk if it's caused by that or not it's just so much to do at once i find it overwhelming and i just cant stop thinking about like how easy it would be to die or accidentally kill someone and all the dead bodies i have seen in car/motorbike crashes coming home from work early in the am

>>schizophrenia

I have this. Its ok, i have conversations in my mind. Well the docs arent sure if its schitzo affective or psychotic depression.

Its not that bad, just makes life almost impossible some days, and i wish i could just cut my brain out and soak it in warm water so i could have a moments peace

when I was young my grandfather beat me in his on the ride to school every day for a while. He was a mean Vietnam vet. Now trying to drive a car makes me freak out but something like construction equipment dosent

Thats fucking horrific

>become a laughing stock
So? Why does it matter? You may not find love? You won't find it at home. Do you think anyone actually cares about you that much? You're probably thinking you're more important than you are. It's easy to do when you're in your head all the time.
If it happens laugh it off. You're already feeling shame for something that hasn't happened yet. Since it hasn't happened accept it, sit with it, and be comfortable with the idea. It's easier to do now because it hasn't happened. Prepare now so if it happens you won't be bothered. Surrender to the anxiety you feel when you think about it.
In the meantime, make the world a better place. Don't laugh, gossip, or say mean things about others since that's what you fear. A better and more kind world starts with each one of us. Others may not partake, but you can be assured you're doing your part.
Wish you the best user. Get out there and enjoy all that's around you.

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>You're probably thinking you're more important than you are

Planned my suicide, just need the courage to go through with it. But I'll take this random bullshit as a compliment i guess.

And im unlovable, my brain doesnt work properly.

>Wish you the best user. Get out there and enjoy all that's around you.

Thanks, but i live in a violent third world city, so... maybe I'll win the lottery and if i did i would legit pay for everyones ffs here, everyone gets £30k.

Then I'll buy a private island, no terfs allowed.

>And im unlovable, my brain doesnt work properly.
No one is unloveable. No one thinks about us more than ourselves. Do you think a lot about everyone you meet or see in pictures? Probably not. Why would they do it to you?
If you're ever feeling anxious accept things as they are. Your attachment to things being another way causes your suffering.

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just get drunk like the rest of us, benzos are expensive