Girlmoder smut thread

like experiences from my girlmoding? specifically about being trans or

Ok anonia, I'll do it
Pushing the envelope of boymoding and will pierce the veil into girlmoding
If Chuck Yeager could break the sound barrier with a broken rib then I can break the boy barrier with a broken sense of self

Yusss then you’ll be able to post a girl
moder gren text lol

>be girlmoder
>guy gives me his number
>decide to actually message him
>flirt a bit, get along well
>tell him im trans
>not interested anymore

Disjointed green text of some of my experiences girl moding

>girl moding for almost 2 years
>psychiatrist and doctors have asked me if I was pregnant
>always paranoid someone knows
>eventually hard for me to deny I pass
>guys sometimes hit on me and it’s super validating but scary
>guys start to seem different than me
>slowly view myself as a woman more and more
>get scared and try to boymode
>realize my butt and boobs are too noticeable to pass as a cis guy
>feel relieved but like a part of me is lost
>no more boymode safety net
>want a boyfriend more and more
>start dating men
>lots of guys interested in sex and nothing else
>low self esteem
>get used a bunch
>meet my boyfriend
>assume he knows I’m trans
>he falls in love with me over discord
>says he thought my voice was hot and that he didn’t know
>6 months together
>fucks me at least once a weeks >holds my hand in public
>makes me feel really small and fragile
>starting to feel like a normal girl
>still surreal
>post op with good results
>realize there’s no way I could go back to being a guy
>life starts to improve
>making female friends is easier
>no longer hate the idea of children
>fantasizing about my boyfriend proposing
>he says he wants to make me his wife

There’s a lot of parts of being a woman that sucks, I hate being talked down to and it seems to happen more than it used to. But overall girl moding has been a dream. I finally get to let my guard down and express the feminine parts of me, and it feels really good when people validate me and even encourage me to express that. Took a while to get here but it was definitely worth it to not give up on life, sorry if this was all over the place

>be me
>riddled with brainworms
>went from confidently girlmoding to boymoding/detransing, then back to boymode
>meet chad from board
>chat over discord for a month
>calls me beautiful and tells me I'm crazy for boymoding
>doesn't wanna talk dirty at all at 1st
>still listens to my problems and makes me feel secure
>eventually he comes to visit me from 7hrs away
>he's taller, bigger, cuter in person
>make him food since he had such a long trip
>we're cuddling in bed on 1st night, fall asleep in his arms
>we stir awake in early morning
>kisses me for 1st time
>I feel so small compared to him
>his muscles are rock fucking solid
>firmly fondles my breasts as we make out passionately
>cant handle it anymore, reach over and grab his dick
WinnerWinnerChickenDinner.mp3
>It's so thick and long!
>start blowing him like it's got my only form of sustenance
>we fall asleep again afterwards cuddling
Later that morning...
>wake up, talk a bit
>eventually start making out again
>he asks if I want to ride him
>grab some lube and straddle him
>it's been a while so I'm having a bit of trouble accomodating his size
>he's gentle and rubs my thighs while I loosen up
>I finally manage to get it all in, feeling my insides relax and I can take him all the way
>he keeps praising me, calling me beautiful
>he's gently thrusting while I rock back and forth, fondling my breasts, and grabbing my hips
>he tells me when he's getting close and I keep the tempo the same
>he lets out a few grunts and pulls my hips in as he shoots his load in me
>I'm leaking so much precum everywhere
>he tells me more how hot he finds me and teases me about the noises I made
I have another story about this visit. I'll post it later

>be me 4 year hrt tranner
>go to the mall
>over hear dude in store say “I don’t know how any man could wear a purse”
>want to kill myself.

>be me
>look in the mirror
>realize I’m irredeemable trash
>feel bad

hot hot hot more pls

>be me
>go to store
>try on some clothes
>realize they just emphasize my hideous male frame
>don’t buy anything.