As far as I am aware I am a heterosexual, cisgender man and my “normie” tier fetishes are straight shotacon, reverse rape, femdom and mother/shota incest; already I am deserving of whatever legal, extrajudicial and metaphysical punishment you think I deserve but it gets much worse from here.
I have rape fantasies, I find the idea of a woman raping a male to be extremely erotic and one of the ways this manifests as is what I can only describe as a “corrective rape” fetish. I searched on plebbit about corrective rape and this fetish seems to be only existant among a few ftm transgender men. As far as I am aware a woman raping a homosexual man is rarely how “corrective rape” ends up happening, it is usually a man raping anyone of any gender of any sexuality that is in some way “queer”.
I sometimes have fantasies of an alternate reality where where my biological father is a homosexual male whom my mother raped and I inherited the “sins” of my father so everyone assumes I am homosexual and bullies me calling me “gay” and “faggot” even though I am not homosexual in this alternate reality. It used to bother me whenever I was called “gay” when I was younger but now I don’t mind and even enjoy the disparagement. Maybe the reason why I reject the sexual advances of women and don’t mind being accused of homosexuality is because I subconsciously want to be raped by a woman.
>I want to be raped by a woman Fucking based and same.
Blake Jenkins
ur cute, user
Elijah Rodriguez
it seems like your biggest issue overall is shame. you have way too much of it, and for no reason at all. what you describe is extremely normal. your top priority right now is finding the root of that shame and eradicating it.
anyways, see you in a few years when you realize you're a transbian and are on hrt!
Landon Anderson
Why would wanting to get raped by a woman lead to turning trans? That's a bit of a stretch if you ask me. I'm not OP, but I want the same thing and I'm perfectly happy being a very masculine guy.
Zachary Martinez
I am OP and I find the idea of a woman raping a young boy and the molestation causing the boy to become homosexual to be very hot.
Kevin Parker
new fetish unlocked… uh oh… RIP xd
Andrew Adams
it's the genius-level labyrinth of cope that's been constructed around the most base desires OP has, and the feeling that some enormous punishment is coming for them based only on what they naturally feel rather than any action they've done. i've been there and seen it replicated nearly exactly in every trans lesbian i've met, especially those who originated on Any Forums. it's not a guarantee, but a very strong hunch based on OP's writing mannerisms and vocabulary.
anyway, op, if you really wanna get raped by a woman (which is not actually hot irl unless it's in a CNC scenario; it happened to me and ruined a large portion of my life but i still have a fetish for getting "raped" lol), your best bet is to look for a girl who's into consensual non consent (CNC) as the dom partner, which as a 'cisgender heterosexual man' may be extremely hard to find.
final words... this fetish is nowhere even close to the most embarrassing one in existence. you have no idea.
Liam Baker
Oh okay we're a bit different there. I still get where you're coming from though.
Jordan James
what do you like about the fact that the boy is young? neotenous/androgynous features? and by 'become homosexual,' do you mean become more feminine, or just be completely uninterested in women because of trauma?
Ian Price
I mostly like the boy being raped by the woman because considering the fact that women are usually weaker than men a young boy is the most realistic target of rape from a woman. If I feel the man is stronger than the woman than it looses any rape implications for me; the man has to be weaker.
Also I like the idea of men becoming more feminine by having sex with women so I guess “more feminine” would be the case in this instance as well as probably a little bit of trauma impacting sexual development.
Alexander Lewis
and how old are you? are you more masculine than you would like to be?
John King
also, do you have trauma that impacted your own sexual development?
Oliver Evans
I am 20 years old and I consider myself to be “masculine” and because of this I have long accepted that I should not have sex and remain a virgin. The thought of rejecting the sexual advances of a woman gives me an emotional high even though in truth I have only ever rejected a woman once.
Brandon Jenkins
Not any trauma relating to sex, I am thankful I have gone my entire childhood without being molested,
Noah Peterson
i diagnose you with girl. rethink your presumed cisgenderedness.
Jeremiah Clark
to elaborate, you do not have to stay masculine if you don't want to. there are real steps you can take to make your body feel like a home you can be proud of.
Samuel Harris
i know im triple replying at this point but the amount of self loathing you feel is not normal. not even a little bit.
Matthew Long
You are allowed to think I am a transgender woman; I might disagree but you are allowed to think what you want but how am I self-loathing if my fetish targets homosexual men and not transgender women?
David Hill
>already I am deserving of whatever legal, extrajudicial and metaphysical punishment you think I deserve but it gets much worse from here.
this is not a normal way to feel regarding having unusual sexual interests, especially because your fantasies put you squarely in the 'victim' role and aren't indicative of any potential predatory behavior.
Julian Reyes
nta but we're out there, OP has a chance if he looks for bisexual alt/goth women, who have a higher chance of being dom/vers and kinky. But I will admit that personally I'd only like to dom people who are relatively feminine (twink types work, but not the average cishet men's level of physical and behavioural masculinity)
