Have strong urges since I was really young to want to be female

>Have strong urges since I was really young to want to be female
>Realise its literally impossible eith current technology and it will lead to more risks and complications over any sort of benefits and that this is all judt a ploy from sex offender child molesting pshycoatrists and doctors looking for my money
>Repress my urges healthily

Why is this so hard for you trannies lol

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Then why are you here

I do exactly this.

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If your repping so healthily, why do you make this thread several times a day?
Go live your life you fucking fag.

I want a repressor gf who I can shower with gender-affirming words and make feel cute and feminine.

I would turn my repper gf into the literal biggest sissy coomer.
Like boymoders they enjoy force fem a lot...

giwtwm

Do what? Post an anime girl... Lol
Maybe some other reppressor king does it daily, although this one is my only one
Thats very rapist
Also lol
>gf
Gross fetishist

It's not a fetish, it's just it makes reppers so happy when you treat them like the girls that they are.
Seeing them smile so much on top of his turned on it makes them, it's hard to not want to indulge them.

if u do this to me i would cry bc i would remember i will never be a woman and then i would kick u ass

It's ok. When we talk you can be a girl! Like a little space where you get to be all girly and you. We can even come up with a girl name for you :3 how does that sound?

i already have a name i would like to be called if i were a woman but u wont call me like that because IM NOT A WOMAN

Aaaaand this thread turned into erp
nice

Aww, that's rly cute actually lol. What is it? I'll call you it right now.

OP here:
Stop online dating

But also either Maddison or Belladonna are my ideal personal choices, but I would have been called Rebecca if I were a female

Very cute names user. Bella, Maddy, and Becca are top tier qt nick names as well.

Copium, take your pills

because they're not the same
a want to be a woman is not the same as a belief that they are a woman
if you can repress then you aren't trans

>Realize
more like
>Get brainwashed into being a self hating mouthpiece for the right
You are going to get shot by your "friends" for just thinking about it so why not loosen the fuck up

Because I'm thinking about it so much that I can barely live my life and almost everything is a dysphoria trigger, I like can't repress healthily. I abused drugs for almost the last decade as a repression cope so I wouldn't kill myself and to try to make myself so numb I wouldn't have to troon out, but like, fuck it. I think I'm done living this way. I think I look fem enough that I could pass enough to live a normal life and at least be closer to being a woman. Might as well do what you want and try to get close even if it's impossible to get there. That's like telling someone who loves playing a sport to just not play at all because they won't ever be a professional. Trooning out will be hard but I think it will make me a lot happier and way less likely to sodoku. I feel like I'm a ticking time bomb and I will eventually act on one of my sodoku impulses if I don't troon out, so it's kinda life or death for me at this point.
Yeah, I wanna live my life. I'm tired of feeling this way, tired of wasting all my time I could be spending living like this.
The copium doesn't work, even with opium on top of it. It only ever got worse the more I fought it, and fighting it has fucked my life up and almost killed me.

Hope things work out for you user. Be sure to update us how it goes.

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I should not be blushing at this gay shit
Its not brainwashing if its objective truth

Cause being a girl feels good, Becca. Tell me more cute things about yourself. Just have a little fun, it's harmless.