I literally did nothing but spend all day on here

I hope i will too user, but idk anymore. Sometimes it doesnt feel good to anything anymore. It can get rly boring. Music, tv, vidya. Anything i used to like just doesnt cut it for me anymore. Everything seems fake.

I’m coping by getting into militant trannyism so that I can motivate myself to get a job that will either help trannies or one where I can meet a bunch of them just in case of some sort of national emergency where having a lot of trans contacts in my area will be important

>But today i had no motivation to do anything else.
okay yeah i guess i feel similar
most days i mindlessly play league and post here between matches

>If I get over it before I’m in my 20’s I think I’ll be fine.. right?
im 24 : )
it didnt get better for me, i've only posted more and more until i became a trip
my metamorphosis is complete and it is awful

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Im sort of a repper rn so this board unironically makes me feel not totally lost. Before i felt like there was nowhere i could post my thoughts ig. This board makes me feel like im not the only one going through shit sometimes yk. Even if it can be toxic sometimes. Its better then being a self hating repper again.

kind of a meta thread
i do similar posts kinda often, not because I want attention but because I hope that I may find an answer to my worries. sadly it never happens
I've know what decision lies ahead, but i desperately try and find a solution

I might become a trip someday but tbhon i rly just like being user. Maybe if i fully transition i might never come back here but idk yet.

In a weird way, the bad stuff happening with trans rights in the US is giving me more of a sense of purpose and motivation. Idk if anyone else feels that way, but it feels like it’s actually time for me to do something, and even if it’s cringy or retarded or whatever, thinking of trans people as “my people,” and us being a group unified by share experiences, does genuinely give me a deep sense of belonging. Idk

Mhmmm. I kinda feel bad about these meta posts they dont feel on topic. But ive kinda become comfortable on this board and i just wanna talk a little about it. It’s crazy that im now here all the time. Ig im kinda here forever in some way.

there's probably a way to block a domain, password protect whatever lets you change that setting, and cryptographically protect the password, but i do not know what it would be.
You can also use stayfocusd, or look on alternativeto for other apps if you're on firefox if you're only worried about the one browser you have and on your computers

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I think it was more of a philosophical question than a literal one

Yeah but if ur rights r on the line it makes sense to fight for them.

i think meta threads have their place. when we post about feelings and stuff, sometimes breaking the standard can be a lot more real

Depressed people lose interest in everything. I only have enough willpower to scroll and watch YouTube

tbhon I used to sort of like the fact that FTMs weren’t something people knew about so we didn’t really get any transphobia, but now it is starting to ramp up and I realized how retarded that is because I shouldn’t ever let MTFs get thrown under the bus just to save my own ass

Same.

Yeah in fighting is stupid as hell. We should all be in this together. But there is always going to be bitter ppl trying to sabotage it. I just wish sometimes ppl didnt worry as much about trans ppl as they do now. Sometimes i feel like i wish it was a few decades ago or something when being trans wasnt a hot topic. That prolly sounds insensitive but idk

and i answered it literally, because it would do user good. It's clear they dont want to be here. If they can't control themselves through willpower (stupid, virgin) then they should do so materially (intelligent, chad)

Idk. I say i dont want to be here then keep coming back. Sometimes these days it feels like my only source of social interaction.

No i know exactly how you mean, I hate it too and I wish we could just be hidden and maybe only a punchline in movies sometimes, it would make passing so much easier and you wouldn’t have so much of the psychotic transvestigation stuff

leave if you can, im a permaboymode neet so i'm trapped here forever
>Depressed people lose interest in everything
yeah same, depression is back hardcore
i wait for a friend to pop into discord and i game with them until they leave, then i go to the next friends, wait, or go to sleep

Jfc. I hate the transvestigation shit so much. But also find it sort of funny since they think that they are the only cis people left or something. It feels weird to think that there are ppl out there who think that trans people hold all the power, like in the government and hollywood. Cause it feels like we have no power.