I want to lose my mind. i want to go completely off the map. im tired of being conventional...

i want to lose my mind. i want to go completely off the map. im tired of being conventional. i spent so long fitting into this passoid box and going to a good school, having good friends and a good boyfriend. i feel like an npc. i dont think meaningful thoughts anymore, ive become the peak of status quo. i want to have adventures like i used to. i used to do shit that ended up with me getting chased by a guy on pcp or going to the emergency room because my boyfriend tried to crucify me. i fucking hate being normal. i feel like im dying. how do i break out of this box and how do i go back to being free?

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i think hormones are suppressing me. whenever i take them i get all docule. even if they make me feel better or whatever it’s making me blind to what’s really happening in the world. just another fat cow instead of the stoic fag warrior king i should have been

It’s called being a well-adjusted adult and you have no idea how lucky you are for a tranny
But desu I’d be going insane too, idk, find some new hobbies and do new/more diverse stuff in your free time

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if this is what being a well adjusted adult is maybe ill just kill myself then. i want to conquer

Idk man just take drugs or quit whatever job you have.
I watched this show where a guy started cooking meth and he ended up being really good at it and going on all kinds of crazy misadventures so you just gotta try stuff

i dont want to make meth. i want to feel alive again. honestly half of it is probably that i havent had sex in like two months and im not attracted to my boyfriend anymore but who knows

maybe i should unironically start a fight club. god i wish i looked like tyler durden

I relate to this. I have not been alive even for a moment in my life. My entire pathetic excuse of a life has been nothing but fear, caution and expectations
I am a bug trapped in a plastic bag slowly suffocating

Do it, it’d be so cool to watch all the liddle pooners punch each other with their tiny hands

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I unironically want to be in a fight club
kind of sad that I probably missed my chance because estrogen will make me too weak