Sitting on the toilet - edition
/repgen/reppers general
fuck reppers*!!
manmoder invasion is here
(*gently and lovingly)
I think I need to get off this site. I realize that I don't really get anything from it.
like, seeing people begin taking hrt and stuff, and moving on with their lives, it hurts.
and since I'm probably gonna anhero in the future (probably 90% chance in 1-2yrs), its just all become so meaningless to me. I don't have really much else to learn/know, or stories to tell.
it's just become an overall negative to my daily mental health.
i'm 25. please convince me there's a point in transitioning for me. i'm tired of being a repper.
You could just go on HRT and not be out
for how long before the social stigma of looking visibly off catches up with me
I don't want to sound rude, but how does being trans work? I had the idea that if you looked down and saw a penis then it means you are a man and move on, isn't that easy?
>t. retarded cis gay
not related to repping but I kinda need help
whats a job field I can go into that doesn't really need any experience and isnt physical (have arthritis) also, probably not a customer-facing position cause I'm really really ugly and probably would have no chance.
for me at least its wanting to be cute and feminine, i don't like my masculine features at all
learn2code
Same as this guy , except i reached twinkhood and dont want to ruin my smol pecs with gyno and prefer having a dick even tho im a bottom
I am trying to learnn2code. but I'm nowhere near good enough yet. also maybe I should add. I need a job as soon as possible. not something I can practice a year for.
yeah id keep my dick as well even if i got ffs and hormones, basedo
I am too depressed to stop repressing.
Ive tried getting a job ive tried therapy, but I cant seem to move out and go for it. Its probably too late for me to transition i want to manmode but i live with my parents and tjey would probably notice.
Im really burnt out. Im in a job I dont care about but my parents control my life and I dont know how to disobey them. I have saved 50k in the bank but my parents dont want me to move out and my body is fucked. I want to get myself fired so I am more motivated to kill myself. Ive tried to make my life meaningful in other ways but without being a female everything feels hollow. I can never be a female so I guess i should kill myself or numb myself until I die. I will probably get myself fired anyway I tend to burn out and quit often.i once held a job for one day before I broke down and quit.
I dont know how to repress healthily, idk what im missing.
I started trooning at 26
there's no point in repping, it's better to do it now than risk cracking later
>get short haircut
>see whole face
>instantly feel a million times worse
>but i also look like shit with curly long hair
>but straightening your hair is awful for your hair
pain. lots of pain. haven't had a thought of "haha i wish a woman was looking back but that's impossible" in months and a haircut was enough to trigger it. fuck me.
The point in repping for me is that there is stability in rock bottom and the only people who balue me do so in part because I fufill my social roles as a male.
so what, you just want to be at rock bottom for the rest of your lie because it's stable?
sounds miserable
The only way I know how to live is to be miserable or numb. I suspect I will kill myself once my parents die because I will have served my purpose.
well if you're going to kill yourself, you might as well try estrogen first
Are you transitioning in any way besides taking HRT
what do you mean?