I started catfishing online when I was like 13 before I realized I was trans. My voice passes really well without much effort and that's really all it took to convince people I was a biological female. A couple years later I encountered my first trans person ever, who is now my best friend and made me realize I was just using the internet to cope. When I say catfishing I mean my entire online persona was a "gamer girl" and that got me a lot of attention, and I loved it and stuck with it. Fast forward to the present, I now have a small following and a friend group that I have been lying to for many years. The problem honestly is not that I catfished all these people, it's that I'm still doing it all this time later, and I'm too scared to tell them the truth because they will (rightfully) abandon me and see me as a freak. I have genuinely considered faking my own death just so I can restart and not have to tell anyone the truth. I don't even know why I wrote all this out, the only logical answer is "just tell them" but I can't so just tell me I'm a bad person instead.
Accidentally catfished people on purpose
Uh your not catfishing them if your a girl
>Accidentally... on purpose
but i told them im a cis female and I'm not
yes :3
Expanding on this
Your a girl? And your a gamer
Your persona is you
did you transition? do you now pass? if your voice still passes and you physically pass just stealth and never tell them lmao, how are they gonna know that youre trans if they've known you as a girl since you were 13 and you look and sound like one too
I transitioned but I wouldn't say I pass. I look like an estrognized femboy. Also still big cock.
>but i told them im a cis female and I'm not
Unless your going to fuck one or something i don't see the problem
The problem is I have a weak soul and if someone gets mad at me on the internet I might cry
Especially since I borderline flirted with people over the years and they probably jerked off to the mommy milkers I don't have
gock literally doesnt matter unless youre gonna fuck one of them like said
also i feel like youre coping and are probably a turbopasser with low self esteem. have they never seen you before, either by picture or in person?
I mean tell them if you want. But it seems pointless to me
Internet friends aren't real. At least, they're not as real as real friends.
Thick gamer girlcock....
I've never sent anyone pics of me. I used to send pics of cis girls which just makes it all worse.
I never go outside, my internet friends are real
Yeah!
Lb?
ok if you've never sent any of this friend group pics of you, whether they be actual pics of you or pics of random other girls, and your voice passes... what exactly is the issue? why would you tell them anything, just keep things the way they are theres no reason to change anything, unless something has happened that is causing you want to come out???
log out, disappear, they will wonder where you went, they may think you died, but at least they will be okay and so will you
other than that you can also make an account and claim you knew "her" personally and actually fake your death (my recommendation would be "she killed herself because she was trans and suffered from transphobia IRL" that way if anyone has a problem with you being trans then they will not be able to speak without being completely shunned by everyone else)
Jfc christ going hard-core insaneo style.
How did you fake your appearance? You've known these people a long time, aren't they curious what you look like?
based bpdemon advice
yeah more narcissism to hide the other narcissism good idea user.
>aren't they curious what you look like?
Not op but i don't care what my online friends look like
If you just troon then it won't be a lie anymore.
>I look like an estrognized femboy. Also still big cock.
Do you want a bf haha
Become a mtftm and tell them you are transitioning to guy. They way if you are a semi passer they know why. Then you can 'detransition' to cis female. xD