Confess, my children. What burdens your conscience lately?
Confess, my children. What burdens your conscience lately?
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Being gay
ive never beaten an old sonic game without save states
I have recently been more open about wanting to fuck cute trans girls, and all my friends think I'm gay now.
I feel like I should stay away from everyone bc I’m a freak who will just make their lives more difficult
nothing t b h everything ive doen positive or negative was justified bc it was really what i thought was the best decision to be made at the point in my life that i was
A few years ago in the psych ward a doctor told me I would never feel happy for the rest of my life and there was nothing I could do about it. It's been a long time since then but I think he was right. Life is just waves of feeling slightly okay enough to get out of bed and lows where I lay in the bath for 7 hours a day. Atleast I can bring my phone in there with me and post on here. At least I look aesthetic when I'm having a breakdown
this
but same, i deleted most social media apps off of my phone just so i stop bothering people with bullshit til I've gotten my mental health together some
my slutty ways
I'm a cishet man and over the last several years my wider social circle has developed to be entirely AFAB nb or transmasc people besides two trans women. This is due to a mix of my work, networking, and cutting off some former friends who were shitty to my trans friends when they came out.
As I spend longer primarily socialising with my current friend group I have noticed an increasingly strong predilection in my sexual fantasies towards AFAB nb and trans men (but only if they fail to pass.) I have vivid fantasies about fucking and breeding them as they cum themselves silly from my dick, hands, and mouth. I nut hardest of all when imagining trans twinks and feminine nbs destransitioning and getting knocked up just to satisfy my sexual desires.
I am absolutely aware this makes me some kind of chaser and transphobic on some level and desu I really don't know what to do besides continue to totally suppress it as much as I can and keep it private.
I hate everyone on Any Forums and yet I have no friends so you’re the only people I talk to
i told a psych at inpatient that i tried to kms because i knew id never pass or be a woman and he was like yea prob maybe you can argue a case with a judge for euthanasia
but then he tried to make me stay hella extra long in inpatient like for what though if you agree
So much same but it’s so lonely being alone but also being with others makes me feel like I’m dragging them down ;~;
I don't think you count as a chaser if you are self-aware and actively avoiding chasing.
Also this just sounds to me like you're intimacy starved and projecting your sexual preferences (fucking and knocking up women) onto the group you most commonly are around. Try actually hanging out with some cis women and I bet in a while you'll be back to primarily being interested in them.
iktf im the same exact way
youtube.com
my conscience is clear, lol
Hey I also love luka chan you seem alright
Beat me to it
What the fuck kind of doctor was that; his license should be revoked
i want a girlfriend
I think my bf can sense that I've gotten tired with him and unhappy with our whole arrangement again, because he's doing everything he can to dodge serious conversations and make it impossible to have a necessary confrontation. This kind of shit is the reason I'm unhappy with him