How was 1st time out as gay/trans

i've only been with 1 person at 21 (could get m or f hookups but just an uncomfortable tranny) and we made out and gave each other head. both were way more fun than i expected lol

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I was abusd at 4, that counts?

i was 15, he was 17, we fucked in a starbucks bathroom and pulled my hair

not really but it's really common and I hate it

i had a session with a trans prostitute to dom and feminize me and she blindfolded me and had some random person come in and fuck me despite me pleading to stop and trying to get away as hard as i could. my arms and legs were bound with duct tape and i couldn't break it no matter how hard i struggled. i literally paid to get raped and im so fucking angry still a decade later that that was my first sexual experience as a woman.

uh
did you plan to have the random person come in?

nope. i still have no idea who they were, if they were male or female, what they sounded like, anything besides feeling both pairs of hands on me because they didnt say a fucking word. 10 fucking years ago at this point and im still tearing up while typing this

damn I think I'm better only just keeping my v card if this is the only option I have

they did have a dick though?
what did you do after that?
i'll plow u uwu

bad I have enough emotional damage also I thought you were depressed about getting raped?

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I never hear this on other boards, why is it so common here?

i really, really wish i had. i had no idea about anything trans related at the time and i was so lost i felt like craigslist hookups were my only option
either a dick or a strap, the blindfold was really good so i couldn't see at all and she had me get really drunk so i couldn't really tell what was going inside me that well. afterwards i just sort of froze and was like "i wanted this, this is my fault, i should just lay back like a good girl and take it" and thats exactly what i did. i don't really remember what happened immediately after i thought that, i know the other person eventually left and she cut the duct tape and rushed me out. and i rode my bike to the nearest gas station and tried my hardest to clean my ass out in the bathroom. then i sat catatonic on the sidewalk for who knows how long before riding my bike home for like an hour and a half in the middle of the night.

it took me until just last year to even believe that no, that actually was rape and it actually SEVERELY fucked me up, that it wasn't actually my fault so i have no right to be upset about it.

selection bias

I think we are all mentally ill/abused

idk did you get robbed too? Sounds like you got had

I was getting regularly fucked at 8. But my first time as an adult was at 20, and It was with a bi friend, of a friend. I sucked his dick for awhile, but ended up smoking a joint and literally fucking him for 4 hours.

4 hours he took my athletic strokes and 8 inch dick. I was a lot of fun, and really helped me feel comfy with sex again.
He fucked me in the morning too.
It's a board with a heavy focus on sex.
And these kinds of experiences are formative in your sexuality. Its relevant more often here.

I was, I dunno, 14ish, and so was he. He wanted to play sex with me that he saw in a movie. No penetration but light frotting. He came. We did this frequently. I loved it a lot even though I couldn't orgasm just yet. One day I wanna pick up the connection. His dick was quite big for his age, but his errection was unusual because it stood at 180 degrees not 90. Schools separated us eventually. I wish I could have sucked his dick once.

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You're too young to remember Any Forums in its hayday, or never went to the right threads.

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i didnt get robbed but i did fucking pay her. like 200$ cash.

Picrel was my first time.

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I'm surprised you got raped but not robbed

man these stories are making me not wanna be guy anymore

gay I mean

i was a poor college student at the time i didnt really have anything else on me. and it was weird, like it was all part of the session for her or something, like she laughed when i begged for a safeword and definitely got off from it.. anyway i dont rly want to think about it anymore now i need to go to bed and i dont want to have related nightmares

why?

the sexual abuse or child sexual abuse

sorry user

It's not your fault

Plenty of anons here also had consensual experiences as a child (with other children I mean), but it makes sense that people who have been abused are likelier to reply here. You don't have to be afraid or ashamed because of those experiences