It’s over

I hate being old enough that hrt is no longer an option
I just keep going back and forth between wanting to take my pills and understanding that it would be pretty pointless to do so at my age.
And it only gets worse with time
t. 26 yo retard

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I'm about to start at 30 yolo dude

I started at 28 and very much happier for it! I would recommend you do it if you keep thinking about it this much.

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Take your pills dummy

Just like do it and manmode

giga based

Just take your pills Alice it's not like you're gonna be a functional man anyways. Roll those dice, plenty of oldshits turn out totally fine. You can always boy2manmode after a few years of boymoding.

I started low-medium dose mono E the month before I turned 26. Found a proper doctor a few months after my 26th, now I'm a week or so into E blockers w/ psych and endocrinologist support. Just move to a new part of the world and restart your life, YOLO sis. New place, new job, new HRT regimen was my approach. Do your new job in boymode for a while and then see wtf happens. Do you wanna be miserable? Or do you wanna unlock telekinetic powers and shit? Up 2 u

I KEEP HESITATING FUCK ME
The fear of becoming a fuck up, the fear of being sterile and what that means and the fear of potentially being found out are just too strong for me.
Itseems much easier to ignore thiese feelings and just turn my back, cope the same waya s always and just accept that this was never possible and I am delusional porn agp addict.
I just fucking cant.

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I just started and I'm 29.
I wasted nearly 10 years thinking about it.

>the fear of being sterile
Getting your sperm frozen isn't that expensive and nowadays is basically foolproof. You can still have biological children later, if that's what you want.

late 20s is really your last chance at being a passoid, don't delay. t. started at 29 and look really good

I started at 29 and am fine. Just take it you motherfucker.

I notice a lot of people start at 19 or 29, I think for pretty clear reasons ("oh fuck I'm turning 20/30.... now or never......").

sperm freezing costs like 100 a month, what are you talking about?

bite the bullet and do it now

I started then no ragrets

for me it was noticing i was starting to lose a little bit of hair and attempting suicide over it lmao. my hair has fully recovered and looks better than ever now tho after hrt kicked in

It's $110 per year for me (after insurance), and googling gives similar figures. Where are you getting 100 per month? You always pay per year anyhow afaik.

This is empathetically relieving to read. I'm glad it helped you and made you want to kill yourself less, user.

Sounds like me, plus I noticed belly fat I've never had before, I hope now on E thay body fat will develop in my thighs and ass instead of my gut.

i've never posted a timeline before and will probably regret this but i feel pretty good today. im the user who started at 29. getting FFS within the next 4 months too.

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