Drivers edition.
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What's your favourite cope?
Mine is writing self insert stories in which I am a female version of myself and join the Waffen SS.
>What's your favourite cope?
Telling myself that I only want to be a woman because we live in a society that sees men as disposable tools instead of something that should be respected and cared for.
>favorite cope?
probably that I have no logical explanation for what a woman is in such a way that I could become one, especially when having no chance at passing.
I literally have no proper defense/proof for my feeling such that other should ever have to see me in such a way.
I can literally never be a woman.
you guys are idiots
take your pills
Pills aint gonna fix these facial planes and body proportions
I have no chance at ever passing. I will never be able to see myself as a woman. I only risk a lot of my life.
god i trooned and got fuked facial planes
over and its over
I’ll never be a woman
I’ll never be attractive to men
I’ll never have someone love me
This is my fate from the day I was born until the day I die
>Have gender dysphoria
>go to work
>pay bills
>go to bed
>repeat
um, guys? I think I found the solution to not trooning out?
I can do this for life
how do I robotmode? I'm tired of being so sad/depressed and crying. I can never become a woman and this will never change.
I just want to stop suffering.
although I can hold out now, I feel like this is easily leading to a future of anhero.
fellow reppers help me
bump
see, he gets it. why xan't all of you accept it?
I just do things that take my mind off wanting to be a woman
Of course it only slightly works otherwise I wouldn’t keep coming back to this board
I think I fucked it up.
For years I was okay distracting myself and just scrolling through tranny reddits.
I never thought I would be trans, I just wished I was.
therapy made me talk about this quite a bit more and recently I have started telling people I more comfortable thinking of myself as "less of a man".
the big problem: I would be a bald 30+ transbian, at which point I think the state should step in and euthanize me for the good of society.
>how do I robotmode?
tried it. it just makes you more and more aggressive while you don't even realize it. and you isolate from other people. It would have probably led me to suicide. therapy helped.
>defense/proof for my feeling
stop being malebrained idiot trying to reason about why you feel a certain way. you simply feel this way there is no reason, it simply is.
seriously considering it.
never wanted to be a woman, just not a man. the amount of man I am is what freaks me out. I just cannot stand my rough face and huge skull and lack of any hips.
bunp
I know it probably should since it's essentially how I live, but recently, applying to jobs and marking cis-man, kinda eats at me. but, what else am I supposed to do. as a repper that's essentially what I am, especially in a workplace setting
it's just harder to keep my mind off of it, and if I'm not busy with work, I'm too emotionally tired to actually do anything, so I just think about stuff.
I don't think therapy can help me. also I don't get aggressive. but I've also been isolated for many many years already. I just want to stop suffering like this.
Dysphoria isn't some static thing, it's a scale and as a result everyone will cope differently. With that being said though contextualizing transition as a huge gamble helped me, but I can't say it'll work for you or anyone else in this thread user.
Truthfully it saddens me that there isn't alternatives for people that either can't or do not wish to transition.
thats the thing though, I have it contextualized as something I cannot do, that it would be bad for me (because it would) and yet my feels are still as strong (if not worse). idk what to do anymore. there really is no escape from these feelings.