Am I a trans chaser? I need help figuring out my feelings about this

Hi anons, I want to hear your thoughts and experiences on something. For context I'm a 19 year old cis male.

Also this isn't bait. I genuinely wanna have this discussion. And get outside perspective.

I'm anti LGBTQ+.
But not in a violent kinda way. More so, I think that research should be done to develop treatments that revert these sexual abnormalities, and allow lgbt people to live a normal life, instead of being outcasts.

Here's the thing though. I'm a complete hypocrite. I'm mostly attracted to cis women, but I'm also attracted to trans women who still have their penises, and femboys. So I lean 80% towards cis women, and 20% to feminine penis-owners.

But I only developed these attractions through porn. I was 100% straight until I was 15 when I discovered trans porn which I found revolting at the time. But as my porn addiction deepened, I wanted more and more depraved shit because the normal porn wasn't doing it anymore.

And that made trans porn more appealing to me. And now years later, I love trans women so much and simp for them. But only when I'm horny.

But once I nut, I come back to my senses and return to straightness.

So I can never see myself being in a relationship with a trans woman or a femboy, but I always fantasize about getting married to a cis woman and having kids with her etc.

Where does that put me? Am I a chaser?
I would never harm anyone or sexually assault anyone for any reason ever. It's purely fantasy to me. Or fetishization, if you will.

Is it okay for me to stay in this position? Or do you think this is harmful? I'm not really sure how this can be taken so please give me your thoughts on this situation. Which I believe is very common, but not often discussed.

Thanks

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>I'm anti LGBTQ+.

I am gonna stop you right there, even if you are don't. You're a weird fetishist and you're gonna hurt trans girls, not that you're getting sex anyways, just don't do it

>attracted to trannies
>19 year old cis male
kek

>text wall
Take your pills Alice

I was attracted to trannies since I was 14, you gotta get them rookie numbers up tbhon

How are we ever going to solve anything if we jump to insults and refuse to engage in discussion?

If you can't even see how counterproductive that is, then you are part of this problem. Like it or not.

>How are we ever going to solve anything
There is nothing to solve, I don't care about this person. Its just some guy who wants to fuck trans girls I don't give a shit.

>Where does that put me? Am I a chaser?

Yeah, pretty much if you just want to use trans women for sex, especially if you want them to top you, you are a chaser.

>I'm a coomer
>I'm anti-LGBT

You're a chaser. This is the same old "I hate them except when I find them sexy" mindset common among rightoids. Start taking some cold showers and do Nofap.

yea sorry user but if you're actually anti-lgbt and believe that these differences are something that need to be corrected you sound pretty terrible to date
also like,,, if you can only view trans women as sexual objects, like from porn,,, that's pretty fucked up
porn should be banned