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arrrrdramadotgay edition.

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i stopped masturbating and both my desire to be a woman and the desire for my cock to be larger have grown significantly ever since

Is it reliable to repress for a lifetime? Is there a way to avoid becoming John, 50?

sometimes when I see feminine stuff, like cute clothes, or recently a video about a really cute hairstyle, I want it so much and get kinda excited at the thought of being able to do it.
but then soon after I'm usually brought to tears knowing that it can never happen.

I started as a bisexual guy looking at femboys any now I have a severe forced feminization fetish I will never be able to live out.
Approach this stuff with caution.
My gf and I are in a femdom relationship, although she does not know about my forced fem fetish. She'd not do it, if I did not want to, but it would be hard to not want to live it out.
I'm not a woman, Trans or whatever, but forced hrt, chastity, anal training, all of the femboy stuff is very sexually appealing to me.
What do

bro how do i stop comparing myself to women when im outside irl i can't stop

I occupy my brain with something else.

Personally i find it easiest to hype myself up as if i am going into a combat zone. Convince myself there is danger around every corner. Every person i see a potential enemy.

Then when i get out there i kinda larp as a bodyguard (if im with someone) or other security specialist. I spend a great deal of energy mentally marking all the entrances, exits, and anybody suspicious. I make sure my back isnt towards doors or windows. I keep all strangers at least 2 measures away from me (2 measures means they have to take 2 big steps to get close enough to hit me). I dont let people stand behind me, and i dont let them surround me. I count security cameras anywhere i go. I also adopt a very focused facial expression so as to deter people from approaching to socialize.

Course my way leaves me mentally exhausted after a simple trip to the grocery store, so there are prolly simpler things to use. Think about movies or music or books. Anything but how cute that dress is on the pretty blonde in aisle six (as a random example).

>have huge crossdressing and feminization fetishes since I was a teenager
>have a stressful week which leads to a quarterlife crisis at 26, realize I'm depressed, don't like myself or where my life is going
>get really high to try coping, think I'm trans & I've been repressing without realizing it this whole time, think the only thing I would miss at all from transitioning would be my fairly large dick
>spend most of week trying to find out if deep inside I'm really a girl & wondering on how much/how long I could hide it if I started HRT since I'd lose a lot of my friends and family if I came out
>wake up early today, look in the mirror & don't really have any desire for feminine features/a female body and mostly like my current one, go for a long walk & can't think of a single time I've ever genuinely wanted to be a real girl, not just a fetishized ideal of one
I still can't tell if my idea while high was just the "real me" crying out and I'm repressing super hard or if I just really liked how women's clothes felt while high that it gave me a retarded idea.

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I think all reppers should try and read "You and Your Gender Identity: A Guide to Discovery" by Dara Hoffman-Foxx. It is definitely flawed, and parts of it are, dare i say, cringe (i completely ignored anything to do with the "bodyguard" character).

But having a methodology to go by helped me organize my thoughts. Mind you i went thru it, it told me i should prolly transition, and i said no. So take it with a grain of salt, y'know.

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