just say a bit about yourself so ppl can hit you where it hurts, then blackpill someone else in this thread. ill start, so please do your worst:
i’m a high school dropout transbian with no friends, an unsupportive family, throat damage so i literally can’t voice train, and i just realized i’m probably going schizo too. make me feel worse /tttt/
all I do is think about stabbing peopel all day long its tedius
go out and do it
I'm ugly and hate working and yet I keep being denied assisted suicide
When I got measured my E was at 1600 pg/ml and my SHBG was over 300
I was most likely at these levels for several months
I've been waiting a week now for the EV to flush from my body
No wonder I didn't feel like I was feminizing
I wonder what the implications are for my transition going forward
I may have already accepted that I'll never feminize properly
Oh and I'm 24
If you actually wanted to die you wouldn't need assistance
24 is already lateshit, a few months wasn't going to save you anyway
i put everyone i develop feelings for on a pedastal and that pedastal steadily gets higher and higher as i talk to them, until i feel like they're way above me and i really don't wanna bother them with my sorry ass anymore
I want to make sure I die. I'm not in murica where I can pick up glock from nearest store and blow my head off
I'm a college dropout bisexual transgirl with some good friends, unsupportive parents, struggling to figure out how to voice train, and I'm on the spectrum.
So basically the worst thing I can say is that your life is mine but generally kind of worse.
Can you explain? What did you do wrong? Want to avoid the same mistakes.
Damn, you don't got any tall buildings where you're from
Injected way too much EV
Didn't get blood tests until a long time into it
I could tell that things didn't seem right even though my T was suppresed. I was just paranoid about not having enough E for my brain to operate so I overdid it.
The lost time sucks, yeah but I wonder if it's true that giving yourself so much E in the beginning will close off feminization forever. Breasts are one thing but what about literally everything else? If my body won't change from now on I'll be really upset but I kinds do deserve it.
I'm gonna start from scratch with pills and an AA which is sort of humiliating but I've got no other choice I think I want to salvage what feminization I can.
I'm a sissy porn addicted coomer who isn't really trans but I've committed to it so now I guess I'll be a girl forever now because of a fetish. I'm out full time and name changed and everything so it's easier just to keep going forward but I've accepted that I'll never fit in with actual women and I will probably be alone forever.
Too much E stops feminisation? Damn, I didn't know that. Sorry for your lost months but thanks for the warning, user. I don't know about breasts, but I don't think you'll be shut off from feminisation forever.
Do you prefer being addressed as female over being addressed as male? Do you prefer your new appearance over your old appearance?
If so, you've got nothing to feel bad about, being happier with your appearance is the entire point. You don't need to worry about what a "real" woman is or any societal bullshit like that because you're an individual who can decide what makes them happy.
If not, you should detrans because no amount of saving face and avoiding embarrassment is worth being less comfortable in your own body. I bet it's the first one though.
>Do you prefer being addressed as female over being addressed as male? Do you prefer your new appearance over your old appearance?
Yeah I like myself a lot better now than before I transitioned. Despite the reason I transitioned in the first place I don't want to detrans because I did hate my body before, and now I actually feel comfortable with myself.
people can tell when you’re getting off to the stuff they say. they definitely ALL know you have a fetish for being treated like a woman and are privately grossed out / uncomfortable bc of it. doubt they like you very much
>I did hate my body before, and now I actually feel comfortable with myself.
>I'm not really trans
user do you have brain damage?
I'm a bi tran with two uni degrees, a job, sweet S.O., i'm a twinkhon for sure but never misgendered, pretty sure I pass to brainwormless people, i've immigrated from the transphobic third world and am only 2 years away from citizenship and my dysphoria is almost completely gone. My voice passes too, over the phone, on VC, etc.
But if I can't get SRS in a year I will def rope myself. Sick of being stuck behind the fucking finish line. Fuck the NHS. Fuck the government. Fuck all that. I got a fucking taste of life and I could have that life for however long I have yet I'm denied it for no fucking reason other than waiting times and so I'm back here with you miserable lot. Do your worst.
I mean I know that's typically associated with dysphoria and everything but that doesn't change the fact that I did look at feminization porn before I transitioned. That fact overwrites any other relevant info.
>if I can’t get SRS in a year I will def rope
good fucking luck lmao. hope ur genital dysphoria isn’t too bad
No it doesn't, you trans retard. You're more comfortable being female in completely non-sexual contexts. Your porn tastes have nothing to do with you as a person. If you were doing it just for porn you'd fap then immediately want to kill yourself for doing this to your body the second you weren't horny anymore.