I went out to the club tonight, to try and make myself feel better, i turned a guy down and came directly home

i went out to the club tonight, to try and make myself feel better, i turned a guy down and came directly home
i don't think i can do it, how do you not kill yourself over being gay?

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because it's great.

it doesn't feel that way to me

because i’m not a silly little bitch like you are, user

silly.

maybe i am silly
i'm sorry :(

very silly.

but that’s ok

you don’t want to kill yourself, you just don’t want to be gay.

i have other issues than just being gay
it's just at the forefront of my mind, because i almost kissed a guy again

are you sure you are even gay

i much prefer women, they're so much better personality and emotional wise, but just vaginas are gross :/
maybe i'm not gay, maybe i'm asexual
in any case, i still wanna kms

maybe i'm even trans, idk how to identify, idk if i can even think rn i'm so drunk and high
taking minutes just to spell correct messages

>how do you not kill yourself over being gay?
Give up love and sex, live for something else

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imagine wantiing to kill yourself over being gay
you dont even have tranny brain rot as an excuse youre literally just a dumbass

i tried, regular life didn't make me feel good, nothing does
and being gay, even ignoring it, makes me feel much worse
i could be trans, you don't know
idk :(

you said gay not trans
if youre wanting to kill yourself over being gay in 2022 youre literally a fucking retard

it's fucking disgusting and i'm a gross freak
i'm pretty sure i'm gay because of abuse, and also i think i could be trans, and i could be having those feelings intersect with my gay thoughts

>i tried, regular life didn't make me feel good, nothing does
The goal isn't to feel good, it's to have a reason to not kill yourself

well, it didn't give me a reason not to kill myself either
when i've talked about this before, everyone said that embracing my real thoughts, gender and sexuality would make me feel better
but i keep trying, and going further, but none of this makes me feel better

Yo, just be t4t. You can get the emotional stuff, and the girl doesnt even need to have a pussy

idk, i've only ever met like one trans person ever, it just seems too unlikely to both meet another, and like them, and want to be with them, and them likely me back, etc
plus, all this stuff is only like a percent of my problems

Clubs are not the place to go looking for a partner, they're all emotionally unavaliable std ridden sluts.

i know, i just went cause of friends
i'm not even sure if i can do a relationship, i just want to feel better