Hello trannies. You can talk about your feelings ITT and I will understand

1. Be nice to others, simply doing this may convert many transphobes (this is how I got here).
2. Ignore the ones that laugh at or verbally abuse you.
3. Demonstrate to others that you can be a woman. Accordingly, act womanly while also staying true to yourself.
4. Do not hold extremely far left values and do not get upset at people for minor failures like forgetting the pronouns or whatever. Stop or limit watching pornography if you do.
5. Aspire to be a kind citizen who contributes to society in whichever aspects and an idol for others.

I already having a very loving monogamous boyfriend and I he says he'll propose when we're done with college

i failed a test and i should feel like shit but im not feeling like shit atm, weird

>I obsess over my looks
That's the problem. Get a hobby that distracts you from this.

Thank you so very much user, I promise I'll be caring, loving, faithful, understanding, willing to accept harmless mistakes, virtuous, brave, and a bright shining moon for those who need my guidance

not really a tranny since I havent transitioned, just tranny thoughts. but I dont plan on living many years into the future. I can never transition because I can never become a woman. my body is too fucked.
also on top of it I have chronic pain, other mental issues, no social life since I was ~8-9, and many other issues.
I don't think this is the solution for everyone, but with all these issues combined without zero chance at happiness in my life, it just doesnt make sense to try and make it to 80yo.

>every single time i show i guy my face he ghosts me
Get rid of the people who make you feel like shit, or at least get them to be honest so it ends quickly.

don't turn into john, 50 user let yourself reach for your dreams

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I don't know what to do bc if i can only get any matches at all if i hide my face but not showing face ends up like this
ffs is the solution ofc but it's only been 2 sessions with teh gender therapist and he talks over me like half our session so it's taking forever to get the stupid referral letter ugghhhhhhhhh

thats what I'm saying. I dont plan on making it to 50. I plan on not being around too much longer. maybe a few more years to make things proper and easy for others.

>but I dont plan on living many years into the future
Please don't hurt yourself, user. It can and will get better. If you live in the United States and are seriously contemplating, call 988 and you will receive help in some form or another. If not, look up your nation's suicide hotline or go to a therapist/mental health clinic.

is that it? I just have to distract myself? what about when I see a picture or relection of myself??

If you are about ready to end things why not try hrt at least? I am not saying taht you will for sure end up a fashion model but you never know with these things. I don't support you hurting yourself pls don't.

I literally have no chance with my build. and it obviously wont get better. my body wont ever get smaller, my chronic pain will never go away (actually get worse over time, possibly even disabled when I'm older), and other issues are incurable.
I don't even want to be fashion model level, but I am at a level where there is pretty much a 0% chance I could ever see myself as a woman.
also don't feel like this is something I have to see someone about or something, its not some irrational episode or something, I've been considering this stuff for a while and I don't even plan on doing it that soon.

i plan on going on hrt in some time but if it doesnt make me pass what am i gonna do? i cant afford ffs, if hrt + make up etc dont make me look like a women should i just give up transitioning? if not what tf should i do

>if hrt + make up etc dont make me look like a women should i just give up transitioning
If you want.