I wanna be a girl but not enough to troon out. what does this mean?

i wanna be a girl but not enough to troon out. what does this mean?

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You want to be an hrt femboy

It means you're normal enough to acknowledge that you can desire things that aren't always possible

That you’re just like me

Me too user.

probably mtf

I'd recommend trooning out to most people in your situation as both the feelings and results get worse over time. If you wait till 50 and you become suicidal, and you decide you have no choice but to transition, you'll turn into a gigahon and leave your family super grossed out. If you troon now (20s?) you'll at least have a decent chance at passing, and you won't need to deal with increasingly shit repression of your desires.

I want to troon out but don't want to be a girl. What does this mean?

I took estrogen for a while but stopped because I started developing gender dysphoria

idk but ive taken the permaboymoder enby genderfuck pill and i think it's kinda based tbdesu

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>I took estrogen for a while but stopped because I started developing gender dysphoria
This would make you cis and attention seeking probably. Talk to a therapist (not a gender therapist) about it I guess.

>permaboymoder enby genderfuck pill
honestly same here, not even sure i'll ever try to girlmode anyway

The thing is I don't want attention. I told no one about this. I wanted a more feminine body. But only in certain ways. And I didn't/don't want to be a girl socially.

as a kid, i thought i was girly and shaped like a girl but to this day i still love having a penis and my strength. op, it means there's nuance in your emotions. get some cute panties, skirts and tiny crop tops and CD. i tried it, didnt do anything other than make me feel like a dipshit. maybe itll help you?

peter pan syndrome ?

Either or non binary I guess? Talk to a therapist (not a gender therapist) about it I guess.

I don't think so. I don't think I care about looking older that much.

I think I want to be an HRT femboy but with a weird cocktail of experimental androgen and estrogen receptor modulators that allow estrogen receptors to be activated everywhere besides my brain and genitals.

No point in talking to a therapist, in my case. It's a scientific problem, not a psychological one. I also don't have gender dysphoria, so none of this brings me distress - at least before the estrogen started to have more of an effect.

But i have no dysphoria. If there was a magic button that turned me into a girl i would press it but i feel pretty comfortable as a guy.

>But i have no dysphoria
Dysphoria is essentially having a preference for a womans body. There is a criteria for "significant distress" but the fact that you think you'd be happier as a woman means that living as a guy is making you unhappy.

thats retarded.
you can have neutral feelings towards one thing but still feel preferential towards another.
it doesn't mean you're unhappy with the neutral option.

>you can have neutral feelings towards one thing but still feel preferential towards another.
Well here's the thing, "neutral" is defined by how you feel on average. You are in a male body 24/7, even if its causing distress, that distress is going to feel "neutral" eventually.

thats fucking dumb.
there are some things you never get used to, even if its 24/7
you dont need to have strong feelings one way or the other towards your identity. most people dont. its only trannoids that say this shit because we have a very different experience gender identity

I am MtF and have been on hormones since I was 25, been on it for 30 months, I "got used to" being a man, because it was the only thing I knew. It was only after I started HRT that I realized how much duller the world was living as a man. I had some indications of wanting to be a girl/woman consistently throughout my life, and I figured that was enough reason to transition, and it was. Waiting until it hurt to live would have been dumb.

ok then you weren't neutral? lol
not everyone who questions their gender is trans.
this is why people call us groomers :/

Yeah my point was they said
>i wanna be a girl
implying some degree of preference
Maybe im phrasing it too loose but generally that preference existing at all is a good reason to transition. Obviously you want to reflect on that a lot, but if you are confident its there, especially if its been around a while, I think its generally a good idea. Late transitioners are gross.