What the fuck should i do

>Be me 2 years ago
>Download reddit for porn because i was a huge coomer
>This hentai sub posts a drawing of an androgynous character saying "im not gay" "BUT" with a huge cock in his face and hearts in his eyes
>instant turn on
>fap to traps and femboys basically everytime
>Futa leads to trans girls and trans girls to sissy porn
>realize,go through all stages of grief
>long story short now i have basically two sides, One Is submissive as fuck and wants to dress like a girl and look like One at all costs to get pounded in the ass, the other Is hyper masculine, hates society, consumism and Is absolutely trad.
What the fuck should i do? Help

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clone and fuck yourself

>i have basically two sides
Choose one side, preferably the former, and stick with it. Just follow your dick and you'll be happy

as someone who was in your place a few years ago: take your pills, Alice

What do you mean by that? Im Sorry im from southern Europe and its not my First language

HRT

Be your normal self and save the fantasies for when you are jerking off. It's easy. You don't need to make life changing decisions while you are horny.

Nah i think that would be too much, everyone would instantly hate me and what would become of me when i Age? I dont think id start transitioning

I mean I was also the coomer who looked into weird porn, turns out it was a way out for my repressed feelings. Started transitioning, best decision I ever took.
>everyone would instantly hate me
People would care much less than you think.
Nway, I hope you find happiness, user. If you have questions, see the OP image here

I think recommending hrt to people who aren't sure it's what they want is irresponsible at best. What if he did it and it wasn't what he really wanted? Now he has to untangle his life from that mess. It's as reckless as doctors prescribing painkillers until they can figure out what treatment a person really needs.

>it wasn't what he really wanted
>wants to dress like a girl and look like One at all costs to get pounded in the ass
ah yes, the cis male urge to look like a girl and be fucked like one. many such cases.

Wanting to get fucked like a girl is not the same as wanting to live the rest of your life as a girl. He could pursue his fetish without altering his entire life.

>Wanting to get fucked like a girl is not the same as wanting to live the rest of your life as a girl.
sure sure, feel free to do whatever mental gymnastics you need. Congrats if you actually convinced yourself that:
1. wanting to dress like a girl
2. wanting to look like one at all costs
3. being submissive as fuck and wanting to get pounded in the ass
aren't clear symptoms of gender dysphoria for AMABs.

OP even has the bonus of trying to repress it with a "hyper masculine side". Literal a textbook example of a repressor.

It's also textbook AGP. I just think it would be healthier for him to try it out slow before just jumping to the deep end because he "had a feeling while jerking off". The amount of drug pushing around here, you'd think you guys were getting a cut of the profits, lol.

>I just think it would be healthier for him to try it out slow before just jumping to the deep end because he "had a feeling while jerking off".
Fair enough.
>The amount of drug pushing around here, you'd think you guys were getting a cut of the profits, lol.
I think it's more that people see those stories, and we've been exactly in that place a few years ago. Had I learned about HRT earlier, it would've saved a lot of time.
On the 0.1% chance OP is a cis male that just dreams about being a girl (lol), he can always just look into it then nope the fuck out.

See a therapist to work out those sides of yourself.

bump

the only cures for agp are chemical castration or nofap. Choose wisely

SSRIs make NoFap all too easy

>southern Europe
which country user ?

Gender fluidity. Take hormones though since it's more difficult to be feminine without hornones than masculine with.