Boymoder scared of sex

Hey sorry if this isn’t really the right place to post this but I don’t have actual adults to talk to about this. Anyway I’m really scared of intimacy and I freak out and get really anxious whenever someone shows any sort of interest in me, I don’t know how to get over this and I feel extremely lonely. I end up self isolating and I don’t really know how to meet new people and the friends I do have will sometimes make sexual comments at me sometimes and I think they are joking but I don’t know how to react to it and I end up getting stuttery and freaked out and I get laughed at. Also I’m 20 and almost 7 months into hrt. How do I become less freaked out about like intimacy and how do I meet people?

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drug yourself

Get a dominant bf who will tie you up and fuck you whether you like it or not, that's the only way you boymoders ever seem learn

Hghhhhhahahaaa fuckkkng ~

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I don’t think that’s the best idea I’m 5’4 and easily weaker than my cis women friends, I fear I’d get raped

Doms sound super nice to date and so does being tied up but like I don’t think anyone would want to date me also sex sounds scary and intense

Op here this is my first post and the captcha system makes me want to 41% took me like 5 tries to post a comment

If the sex isn't scary and intense it isn't good sex.
Also you're 20, even if you aren't datable right now you still have plenty of time to get cute if you put the work into it. Us doms like it when girls put an effort into looking good

It doesnt get easier

the Any Forums captcha is literally harder than transitioning

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Oh okay um so while you are here I have another issue uh my dick is like not like tiny (unless it’s flaccid) but like it’s kinda small and I don’t know how a potential future partner would feel about that so like what’s your opinions on smaller dicks

Dick size doesn't matter too much when it's going to be spending most of its time locked in chastity. But I guess not all doms will force you to wear one like I would. I prefer my subs to have medium to big dicks because I've got a big dick and have no fear of being inferior and I like edge play but most mid to small dicked tops will want a partner with a tiny dick. so they feel more dominant

Hedonism is the path to slavery (to impulses) and moral weakness (no fortitude or willpower beyond chasing sense pleasure like an animal).

Get control of your desires or they will control you.

Low IQ. Imagine getting filtered by THE CAPTCHA LMAO.

>"stop having fun or you will suffer"

Have fun doing crosswords in heaven you fuckin Mormon lmao

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Listen I figured it out eventually I just didn’t know the slider did anything those first 5 times

From personal experience, besides sex, having a big dick kinda sucks, there are way more downsides then upsides. :(((

>5'4
>weak
giwtwm

this

there have been so many times where it literally lies to me i swear this is the most effective captcha in history its too good

Do volunteer work. Its a nice way of spending time and meeting new people. You even have a good opportunities to open up conversation since the people you work with likely have similiar interest, if they choose the same type of volunteer work and all.

Even if you don't get friends your self confidence will improve. And if you don't like it you can just quit it at any time as it is just voluntary work.

>5'4

Maulding rn