My dysphoria has always been really mild or just non existent...

i don't consider myself a normal individual, or trust Any Forums stories as universal
i can't do it because frankly, i'd rather kill myself than troon out, idk why but it just is how it is

you're gonna want to kill yourself in a few years from repressing either way, and then it'll be even harder to pass on HRT. just start now

this is also not just Any Forums stories. this is every repressor's story

why would you care about this if you're literally a cis male?
seems kinda sus, i think if anyone is repping, it's you
anyhow, i won't, this was a one off thing

>why would you care about this if you're literally a cis male?
because despite being male, even pre-HRT I've always had basic empathy and don't want people to immensely suffer when there's a way to potentially avoid it

otokonokopharma.com/product/estradiol-oral/

save this link somewhere in notepad or whatever and bring it up next time you're feeling this way

that's like expensive tho :v
now ik i need to rep even harder

I'd send you the money for it if you were to buy it today

also it's only $50 for 100 2mg pills. that's not that much

i don't think you would, lol

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that's more money than i've got rn....

I 100% would. what do I have to gain by lying? I'm maybe the only person who's done it but I've paid for 3 /tttt/ repressors' HRT here. I'm not even rich; I just hate seeing money be the barrier to something that could deeply improve someone's life. it's rare that a small donation can ever have such a big positive impact

why do you do it if you don't have much money?
would you really?

>why do you do it if you don't have much money?
I'm not poor or anything. just not rich. I can afford it.

>would you really?
only if you swear to me that you'll actually order it today. I'd send it as cryptocurrency anyway, so it might be hard to buy much else with it. (the site I linked directly accepts cryptocurrency, so you can just pay for the order with what I sent)

why do you think you'd order it now when just a minute ago you said you'd rather kill yourself than do so? even if you just didn't realize how easy it was to get online before now, what caused the change?

(also since it's crypto, I'll be able to know if you actually order it today or not)

>idk what caused this
pride month coming to an end

>what caused the change?
idk, i'm not even sure if i'd do it, it's scary and i'm not actually certain at all
>I'd send it as cryptocurrency anyway
i kinda find it sorta difficult you'd do that in return for nothing
>(also since it's crypto, I'll be able to know if you actually order it today or not)
scary :(

>i kinda find it sorta difficult you'd do that in return for nothing

here's 1 of the 3 cases where I did it: archiveofsins.com/lgbt/thread/25848762/#25849509

and another:

archiveofsins.com/lgbt/thread/25483963/#25485964

I got a long ban for the third for some reason (and no I absolutely was not doing anything unethical or "grooming"; the person desperately wanted HRT and just couldn't afford it), which is pretty fucked up, so I won't link it. if I get banned again this time I'll start a revolt I guess

>idk, i'm not even sure if i'd do it, it's scary and i'm not actually certain at all
decide carefully. but I'm telling you if you've had gender dysphoria for months, let alone years, it is not going to go away. even if it wasn't previously as severe as it was in the past few days, things are only going to get worse