British ageing is fucking me even harder than I already was. I've always had brow bossing but not with a deep dent in the skin marking the top of the ridge like this. I could get my chin, loose skin removal, and nose done under local anaesthetic (I have severe asthma + bronchospasms) if I could find a good enough surgeon with experience in patients with connective tissue disorders and had the fabled cash but there's no way to do gonioplasty or browbone under local. I'm fucked. My dad succeeded in taking from me the person I would have been without his interference. Now this will have been my only life, for all time.
My life is over
Colton Clark
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Kevin Kelly
Whats your bmi?
Your face seems a bit sunken maybe weight gain wil help
William Hernandez
I have a connective tissue disorder so I've lost pretty much all my facial fat as I've gotten older despite having plenty of stomach and leg fat still, I try and eat at least 2000 kcal every day and check my GDAs for nutritional reasons since my health is fucky but all my skin and fat sags to the extreme hence the sunken cheeks
I don't know my current BMI off by heart but I'm 5 ft 11.5 and between 68-78 kg
Josiah Hughes
What I'm trying to say is when I do gain weight it doesn't go to my face, it goes to my stomach (and my upper back, & it's not my levels, my mum has the same distribution) first
Gavin Lewis
Hwo about you get some hobby and stop focusing on the material so much. You dont wanna be a victim of our social media culture now do ya?
Jason Carter
Do you comprehend the concept of gender dysphoria? I can't focus on any of my hobbies enough to do anything at all these days, I spend a solid 6 hours a day crying on the floor of my overpriced uninsulated attic bedsit when I feel the breeze against the outline of my bone structure from the holes in the wall behind my kitchenette cupboards
Levi Powell
sorry i just read the first sentence and thought u were complaining mostly about aging
Gavin Stewart
Stop obsessing over your looks, there's nothing wrong with looking like a dude. Men are cool.
Justin Collins
I'm not a man though I'm a tranny
Andrew Perry
Fuck, I don't think you'd even make an attractive man. Sorry OP, better luck next life.
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Christopher Wood
Have you tried just not being british? It's really not that hard
Joshua Wood
Jackson Anderson
Not OP but... dysphoria is a cruel bitch. there are cis women who are suicidal over their perception of their appearance. now imagine if they were forced to take high doses of testosterone during puberty. and when they ask if they could stop taking the injections, they're directed to engage in a two-year waitlist. two years, after which their body will already be irreversibly disfigured anyway. you can imagine that the girl would kill herself in that situation. unless they were like me, in which case they would merely attempt to kill themselves and fail miserably and end up in a psych ward.
if you don't think a surgical solution would work, maybe a chemical one might. tried antidepressants?
Cooper Mitchell
Damn, I thought you were able to girlboss your way through dysphoria and choose to not give a shit
you're cool for doing a lot for the trans community, keep it up
Mason Wilson
If you mean the cheeks no I just look like that, it looked disproportionate as a kid to
Got my lips done yeah but they look fine, that's not the problem, my bones are
Mason Mitchell
Yes, multiple types, and drugs too
Lmao no have you not seen my posts? I've been hellposting here since 2015, I'm one of the most infamously miserable people this place has seen, the reason I'm desperate to DIYpill people etc. is to stop what happened to my life happening to anyone else unnecessarily
Adam Baker
the cheeks really do look like that procedure rich white ladies get for some reason, buccal fat removal
so if you look at it that way you look posh
Logan Mitchell
HELL HELL HELL HELL HELL HELL HELL HELL HELL
TRAPPED IN A BAD LIFE FOREVER
Jack White
>Lmao no have you not seen my posts?
idk do you mostly stick to generals? I don't go in those and I've been here for 2 or 3 years now and have only seen some threads about you handing out DIY info and stuff
Josiah Jones
IRL people usually say I look French or Scottish
I just think I looked like a bony-featured 35 year old man since I was 15
Didn't even know gender dysphoria was a thing & that that's what I'd felt since 11 until the same year
I wish I'd never been born, I feel sick every time my thoughts turn to my own life
Brayden Brown
I don't want to be here but there isn't anyfuckingwhere else to escape to
Cameron Martin
nigga calm down. open the window, take some fresh air.