How do I stop lurking TERF blogs/imageboards?

How do I stop lurking TERF blogs/imageboards?
I'm a FTM repper and I've had this problem for 2 years now.
The thing is, the things they say and the butchered, mutilated FTM bodies they show are ropefuel. Whenever I see a cute cis guy on the street I know I will never look like him thanks to my frame, my height and femenine face features. And if I do try to look like them, I know I'll always be a copy, I will never have what they always had.
On a side note, yes, I used to be a theyfab but that didn't last as much. It felt like I was coping with the fact that I will never be a man.

How can I accept myself more, /tttt/? Do the TERFs have a point? Please help...

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Block the websites/domains with an extension or an app.
Alternatively you could try using your willpower but since that's failed some external control couldn't hurt to try.

I downloaded that self harm app where it tells you for long you have been out of your addiction. Whether it's drugs, porn, alcohol, cutting, etc...
I failed 5 days after I downloaded it user. I don't know why I have that impulse. Maybe really deep down I know my life would be worse if I transitioned.

Thank you for the advice.

TERFs are wrong. Pic related transitioned 25 years ago and doesn't regret it for a second. You will probably never live up to your ideal male self but you will NEVER be happy with untreated gender dysphoria.

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hes so hot pooners need to dilfmode more often

5 days is almost a week
not bad for a first attempt with the app.

giwtwm
user.... He looks so happy, his chest scar is almost unclockable.. Only if you have a great amount of brainworms you can notice that the nipples do look a little off Also he's hot as fuck.

However I could never afford the surgeries he hadkek. And I live in the third world. Can I actually hope for this?

He had. Kek*
Sorry for typos.

Probably not if you don't have money.

Taking testosterone lowers the lifespan of females anyways. You're probably better off dressing butch but not transitioning medically.

>You're better off being a woman

I guess you're right. I don't think working on my self hatred is easy now that I already identified it. My doomscrolling varies too, I don't only go to TERF pages but also traditional femininity blogs. Any tranner has this problem too?
Are you detrans? Or did you find that detrans terf blog where she explains the disadvantages of taking T?

Most pooners are too young to dilfmode, but it is inevitable if one's serious about testosterone after a couple of years.

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can you link the TERF boards?

Why user? It's not that hard to find them if you lurk enough.

I want to study how to be a TERF so I can be female brained

Use a parental lock to block the websites you don't want to see. Set the password to a randomly generated key that you could not possibly remember.

ovarit, crystal cafe, lolcowfarm's tranny gen

>studying mannsweiber to learn about feminity
ngmi

Bruh most of those cunts r just radical feminists cause men treated them bad in the past. They’re all about trauma and being a femcel. What I’m trying to say is they’re incredibly biased.

Something tells me that I should really do this, but I also think I have an addiction problem to those sites since I still want to see the discussions, the hate, everything they stand for. I know it's bad for me and I want to stop but I can't!! And having an unsupportive enviroment doesn't help much either. I don't want to be a street pooner...