Left the board bc my dysphoria lessened but now its coming back

i left a while ago bc i didnt really feel all that dysphoric anymore but i started taking full body shots in lighting to send to porn studios bc i was planning on going into the industry and now i really really wanna end it, my skull is huge, my back looks so fucking masculine in bone structure and my hands and feet are massive. my skull gets me the most

i literally cant do this hugboxxing shit anymore, im always just gonna come crawling back here bc i eventually see through it. everyone will call you attractive no matter what and its so painful when you realize youre fucked

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you look good i think. why do you want to do porn?

ive always kinda wanted to do it, im attracted to film and unusual careers, plus itd be a great way for me to do streaming on the side while i do it, and be introduced to a group of like minded people

Yeah, you'll get rightfully roasted on the internet. But imagine the paycheck and clout from breaking into the scene by fucking the tutorial boss Christian XXX.

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chill out. you look fine. you are incredibly normal looking. expel the brain worms.

LOOK AT MY SIDE PROFILE NAD MY FUCKING BACK

your back looks like a female back. your shoulders are fuckin tiny. get a grip. well whatever you’re fishing for compliments but im gonna give it to you cause im a nice person

no it is genuinely distressing to me that i was born producing testosterone and had masculinization

>everyone will call you attractive no matter what
...? No, not really.

People want to fuck you cause you look like a muse to a French pedophile artist.

like Degas with the ballerinas

you're allowed to hate yourself but when people think you're hot please trust them + take it at face value

you’re soft and feminine looking to me. the only thing i notice is your adam’s apple which isnt really a problem for tranny porn actresses

I think the Adam’s apple is the only really noticeable part

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I CANT TEL IF YOU GUYS ARE HUGBOXXING OR NOT THIS SITE HAS RUINED ME

just accept that good things can happen

your back is your best feature, super feminine and really hot
Calm down, crazy

Just down go to femout, they're not very good at making the girls look good

don't go*

Just do an OnlyFans instead, don't let the big studios exploit you

good back, median face

>i started taking full body shots in lighting to send to porn studios
I honestly wouldn't waste your time. Because people will puke on their shoes.

>Just do an OnlyFans instead
why bother? not attractive at all

Just do gay porn. Actually you’re kinda tall for that too. Your side profile is really bad and you’re not very attractive in the face. You look like an average incel. You don’t have any feminine features, your scalpula is huge and you have pretty tall shoulders that look like pylons like Evangelion.

Honestly I didn’t know you were trans. Nothing says you’re trans. You have good skin from it but that’s it and the hug boxers are just gonna make you feel invalidated.

You should further transitionAnd or up your E, gain weight. Your haircut makes you look like lord farquad WTF are you doing?! Who are you even trying to look like?

If you think that then don't do porn at all

>tiny little back
fucking kill me rn

We’re not are you like 6ft2 or something? You pass

ive been on hrt for 9 months and my dosage for the majority has been 6mg and ive always been taking high antiandrogen

I keep asking how i should change my hair and never get an answer

should I post my own body to get op to shut the fuck up and stop being bdd?

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im 5'8, but my bone structure is pretty masculine and i just look goofy