Be me

because having a vagina is superior
no one want to date a pretender

kek, nice cope

what the fuck does that even mean?
Seriously I want to know so badly.
Please tell me what having a woman's "inner gender identity" means in practice

No I'm not
I don't relate to women
I don't feel like a woman
I just like being cute and feminine
I like being called she/her but I think that's just me associating she/her = pretty

more like ando/boy voice
Also I don't care about passing 100% anymore
I'm going to cut my hair to neck length to make it more andro but ultimately more sexy

>I like being called she/her but I think that's just me associating she/her = pretty
interesting cope you got there

>>detransition
So...socialize right? Also, how big are the boobs

Think what you want, but being trans for the last 4 years has been like being chained to a iron ball
>wake up on Saturday after a ketamine induced haze
>look in mirror
>abababaloooo I don't pass >:(((
>put on stupid wide leg trousers and blouse
>look in mirror
>"I look fucking retarded! But this is how women are supposed to dress I guess ahahaha!"
>go outside
>someone speaks to me
>put on my best girl voice
>"HUHH??? WHAT DID YOU SAY?"
>"HUHH?? SPEAK UP""
>go to clothes shop
>determined to find a feminine style that works for me
>look around for hours at the same dumb clothing items that'll make even the brightest minds look like a total fucking NPC
>leave without buying antything
>feel miserable for wasting so much time or this
>start crying
>go home
>Monday
>go to work
>talk to coworker in boymode
>constantly obsessing over whether he sees me as a girl or a boy
>feel super stressed from this one simple conversation because of this
>just eat lunch at my desk alone instead

Not holding myself to an arbitary standard of womanhood is freeing. I am who I am, and that is a feminine boy on HRT

socialize? What?
boobs are really small, but I'm booked in for BA in 3 months time

you made it even more obvious you got brainworm and are coping, but you know, you don't need to be a stereotype of a girl to be one

>I'm not forcing myself to act any more feminine than I want to
>I'm focused on being cute and attractive rather than passing
>finaly free
That's just the luxury of being a passing youngshit, us less fortunate have to use all the tricks in the book. The closest we can come to freedom is as a boymoder. I would love if I could be myself and be a dominant bosslady, but we are stuck in the middle.

my default behaviour is a pretty shit girl
besides, I'm just not female on a cognitive level
>be me, GM for TTRPG group
>make campaign
>10 sessions in
>realise that every single major NPC in my campaign has been male
>can't make a female NPC without cringing from my own inability to write women

Post Discord and I'll show you how silly my willy is

>manage to make herself sound even more like a coping tranny
good job anonette

based and enbypilled
gender sucks
make the body u want with hrt
live the way that gives u happiness and makes u hottest

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what business do I have calling myself a woman if I can't even write and act out a convincing female NPC in game?

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anonette, gonna be honest with you, you're pretty retarded

please just give me a straight answer
I've been severely upset for years over my "transgender" status and my measure up to cis women, if you have a point then please say it already.

being a woman doesn't mean you will know how to write a female character
>I've been severely upset for years over my "transgender" status and my measure up to cis women
literally just proved i was right when i said you just have a self loathing issue, thanks anonette