hey talk to me
Hey talk to me
Ryan Jenkins
Nathaniel Torres
I let my dying brother have sex with me.
I need to get this off my chest. It's been almost 5 years to the day that I lost my brother to leukemia. He was two years younger than me, and once he was diagnosed he was dead within 8 months.
We were always close, in fact I moved back in to my parents house to be around more once we knew his time was limited. Obviously neither of us had feelings for each other before this in that way, but one night, it just sort of happened.
We were alone in the basement rec room, our parents asleep 2 floors up. He was crying on my shoulder about how he was going to die a virgin. How lonely he was. I was crying too. I never meant to take it that far when I kissed him, but things escalated quickly. Before I knew it I was encouraging him to put his hands on my body, and I got so turned on that I let him fuck me.
We acted completely normal, and we NEVER talked about it, but that's what we did that entire winter. I would wait for him late at night on the couch downstairs, he would make sure our parents were asleep, and without a word he would get under the covers with me and I would do whatever he wanted. It was like an extremely dysfunctional make a wish foundation. I really don't regret it either, it was fun, consensual, and you know what? He was really good too, a little awkward at first, but very eager to please. When he finally sucame to cancer it fucking killed me.
I'm engaged now to a wonderful man. I know I need to get this off my chest, but I dont think this is something I can ever tell him.
EDIT: thank you all for the overwhelming support you have given me for the most part. Some of the thirsty DMs are a little much but so far I have enjoyed answering your questions when they have been respectful.
I can't tell you all how helpful it is to be able to finally get this off my mind in a small way such as this.
Landon Hughes
Flesh of the newborn for sins of the Father
Henry Torres
Nice post, Cornpop.
Xavier Allen
Why the fuck would I want to do that?
John Reyes
Hi fren!!! Hope your day/night is going well :)
Nolan Cooper
meds
Jaxon Nguyen
make me a omelet
Brayden Ward
hi user what's up
Nathaniel Perry
Im not very good at cooking, user. :(
Xavier Nguyen
ceiling
Luke Smith
>meds
You can't simply dismiss ways of behavior outside your own that seem deranged or eccentric to you as requiring medication. That's a tad harsh wouldn't you say?
Carter Morales
but your a freaking pan
Nathan Ramirez
lol you're a big okayu fan huh, haven't watched her in a while but her streams with korone are really cute
Juan Morgan
tldr
Levi Jenkins
What
Camden Walker
I miss my childhood.
Noah Smith
You desire conversation and yet judging from this thread you refuse to properly engage. Why not go watch a stream or podcast then retard?
James Wilson
so
Nathaniel Davis
pee pee poo poo
Wyatt Young
You seem painfully boring to talk to. Do you have any actual interests?
Matthew Johnson
i might be nb
Robert Hernandez
sex
Dominic Smith
Would you ride on the Moguyacht
Tyler Walker
how many sexs
Cooper Edwards
2
Bentley Perez
based Freudmoder
Oliver Cox
those are rookie numbers boy
Joseph Richardson
FAGGOT!!!!!
Luis Bell
I'm really fucking high rn
Jose Harris
Desires Desires, cravings and yearning. Seeking fruit without planting a tree. Are you a child perhaps? Or is it that you lack any level of psychological self actualization?
The age old adage "if you're bored you're boring" and it's malicious cousin being "idle hands are the devil's playthings"
Which is why I'm not fond of people like you. As there's a good potential for twisted and cruel behavior given the opportunity. You can't expect reality to passively engage and reward forever with no input of your own.
Samuel Gray
jump off
Blake Clark
deez nuts
Daniel Scott
Off whar
Chase Johnson
Let me put this in a language you can understand /j
You're a boring shithead mate, it's in your own best interest to become an actual human being.
Anthony Walker
Post discord and send me boobs and boyvagine pls