Why do i keep wondering if im not really trans and making a huge mistake

why do i keep wondering if im not really trans and making a huge mistake

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Okay so:

How long have you had dysphoric thoughts

How long are you in to your transition

Are you someone with a lot of anxiety? Do you ever find yourself unable to remove "sticky thoughts", and do you find comfort in familiar routines to "unstick" said thoughts

who cares lol, worst case you'll just glue it back on, don't be a little bitch

you are making a huge mistake

no clue, even though HRT didn't treat me the best early on and led to massive mood swings and weight gain, i still never looked back. couldn't ever imagine going off of it

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>How long have you had dysphoric thoughts
It rlly became a thing around 12/13. Before that I don't think so really, though I had awkward feelings regarding puberty, the idea of facial/body hair, seeing some older kids go through it.
>How long are you in to your transition
Nearly two years HRT. Socially maybe a year to varying degrees.
>Are you someone with a lot of anxiety? Do you ever find yourself unable to remove "sticky thoughts", and do you find comfort in familiar routines to "unstick" said thoughts
Yes. Usually it's some abstract idea that lasts for a few weeks or months at a time and I just end up repeatedly looking up answers and threads of people discussing the problem. Most recently it was an intense fear of aging for a few months, before that the idea that I'd wasted too much time and a nagging fear of falling behind.

i still have a dick...I don't think I wanna cut it off
thanks

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OP you most likely have OCD. Treat that first

>Yes. Usually it's some abstract idea that lasts for a few weeks or months at a time and I just end up repeatedly looking up answers and threads of people discussing the problem. Most recently it was an intense fear of aging for a few months, before that the idea that I'd wasted too much time and a nagging fear of falling behind.

you need antianxiety meds

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OCD? You think? I don't really have any obsessive behavioural patterns or repetitive tics, and I only do that stuff when I have those bouts of anxiety. Other times I can be fairly calm and not so worried about stuff.
But it does get pretty bad in those periods and I remember often I couldn't get the thoughts to leave my head for even a few seconds for days or weeks or months at a time
why? it only kicks in sometimes. I'm kinda skeptical and wary of psychiatric meds

I have adhd but idk if anything else, I didn't spend much time with my therapist cause she was shit and there aren't really good ones around here

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for sure go to a psychiatrist and tell them about all of your symptoms. not being able to get rid of obsessive thoughts is a sign of OCD, my gf deals with it and it's not the same as people present it in media. it's a fucking hell illness that destroys your mood and makes you feel like you're losing your mind.

irt anti-anxiety meds - there are meds specifically for episodic anxiety. some are ones you take every day, some types you take only when you're having a bad time.

if you don't want to do meds, then at least do therapy, although i swear by meds. even though i tried many and some didn't work, it'd be much fucking harder if i didn'thave my current medication

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