What's the best drug to help with repression?

drugs aren't THAT self destructive
also, no lol, i will not troon out
trooning out is real self destruction

benzos/opiods
cant feel dysphoria if u cant feel anything

Yeah that too. I don't know too much about that, but I know about the other 2.

>drugs aren't THAT self destructive
user... come on. I lost my father to cocaine, and I know a good couple that went off the deep end. Everyone thinks they are the exception, or fuck their brains to death. I would suggest therapy but it's a mixed bag and I assume the ones that aren't in therapy got burned by it.

molly always makes me feel really glad to be alive. makes my heart tick uncomfortably though

i'm okay at controlling myself, i realized i had a problem with alcohol so i slowly tapered off, now i might slowly reintroduce it, idk i control myself pretty good
also you're right, fuck therapy and fuck therapists, they burnt me hard
plus, is fucking my brain to death really that bad?
better than trooning out
meh, it doesn't even do that much for me :/
i don't feel all the stuff ppl said i would, i mostly just feel lightheaded, and maybe 5% happier
based, i've been meaning to try

>plus, is fucking my brain to death really that bad?
yes, yes it is. user, there is a difference between dulling the pain and healing. I would much prefer you to find a way to be happy.
>better than trooning out
user, even a tranner has a chance at a happy, fulfilled life. A dead body or a vegetable do not. I don't try to talk you into transitioning but literally anything that does not involve the death of body or mind has better odds for you than the aforementioned.

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probably stimulants aren’t your thing then. honestly with either that or the benzos you’re playing a dangerous game if you have an addictive personality

maybe i just had shit stuff, and i barely had any anyhow
maybe i'll give it another try
a lot of ppl recommend it
are you trans, user?
also, i'm like already on a downward spiral, drug or no drug, so it doesn't really matter
and no, i don't think i can be happy as a tranny, even if i could pass (i couldn't), it wouldn't make me happy, plus i have other issues too that fuck with me, even if i didn't feel like this

I'm not trans, so I don't wish to make too many assumptions about what it is like.
But you sound like you have given up on happiness, and acknowledge that you are in a downward spiral. You acknowledge your problems and seem to feel unable to resolve them. Maybe some are unsolvable right now, but I can't just give up on people. You already seem to have ideas on where your problems lie. You have such a crucial piece of the puzzle. It can't all be hopeless.

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it is hopeless, because most of the problems are me, and that i don't being alive or doing the things that come along with living
i am a deficient person, i hate eating, i hate sleeping, i hate being awake, i hate talking to people but i hate being alone, i hate going to uni and i hate working, i want to write a book but i'm too fucking stupid to make it work, i just hate everything and i'm fucking stupid
idk maybe i'm coming off as retarded rn
i just hate the body i'm in, i hate the people i love because i'm a fucking sodomite, i hate my uni degree, i love my parents but they probably wouldn't love me if told them the truth about me
nothing ever gets better, it just always gets worse
everyone hates me because i'm retarded, and i'm tired all the time, i can barely get up in the morning because i'm just so exhausted
most of the time i just drink all day, and smoke and cut
i hate my scars, it's so fucking stupid but i just like doing it
i'm sorry idk