What's up with me when I am not gay, totally not attracted to men, but I like cocks? I fucking love sucking cocks. I give head to my gay friend now and then, and he thinks I'm just a faggot in denial because of internalized homophobia or some shit, but trust I know I'm not sexually attracted to him even though he's good-looking, I just want to kiss and lick and suck his majestic cock. I get hard-ons just looking at big erect cocks. What kind of queer mental illness is this that turned me into a cock worshipper?
What's up with me when I am not gay, totally not attracted to men, but I like cocks? I fucking love sucking cocks...
>i'm not sexually attracted to him
>i love sucking his cock
yuritarded. do you mean you're not romantically attracted to him? because you're literally the textbook definition of sexually attracted to him. you gave him oral sex several times.
>I get hard-ons just looking at big erect cocks
bitches be like "no homo" and then say this shit
that's what trannies are for
looks like a girl but has a cock
But I don't want to either fuck him or date him. I just love his cock.
you're already fucking him chucklenuts
No, I'm just appreciating his cock. That's it. I ain't taking his in my asshole or putting mine in his.
I'm in the same situation, the guy I do stuff with is a little more pushy and he wants to do anal though. I might let him do it because I'm curious about it and he's always gentle with me.
you're getting mouthfucked. you are fucking. this is gay.
It means you're fucking gay.
I'm in a similar situation and I don't think it's gay. I live with the guy who I suck off and I think it's normal
>the guy I do stuff with is a little more pushy and he wants to do anal though
Same. I tell him I'm not gay so no anal please and he's like "bro you already gay as hell. You have my cock in your mouth". I don't understand how to make him understand I'm not THAT kind of gay.
you're gay too chucklenuts
Idk. I just like him specifically so I'm probably a little more fruity. It might be because of some kinda psychology but i wouldn't mind dating for real. I am a 5'3 incel though so it works out
Why am I gay if I am with him because I like attention? Im basically an incel and women don't want me so when he said he was interested I took him up
because you're sucking his dick dipshit, the fact that you live together effectively makes you a couple too. straight guys don't date other men because they cant get women, they just retreat further into inceldom instead.
there's nothing wrong with you fucking dudes, but being closeted to this degree has to either be bait or some deep rooted psychological issue.
I think I want to be in a "friends who are okay sucking each other's dicks" type of relationship. I don't want to move beyond that boundary. I like him as a good friend to fool around with and I get these queer urges to suck his nice cock now and then.
Everyone doesn't neatly fit into these templates tho
You can be neither conventionally straight nor gay, and just want to interact in a specific way that defies easy categorization.
We live together because it's convenient and we both make okay amounts of money. We do have separate rooms
okay then you're some variant of bisexual or whatever, the labels aren't important. it's a homosexual act and denying that you are, in some way, homosexually inclined is delusional. you're not straight. there's an argument to be made about 'straight', 'gay', 'bi' and so on being outdated terms that don't accurately describe sexuality, but the implication that you're somehow straight whilst simultaneously enjoying sexual acts with men is the basis for some serious mental and social fuckery.
be delusional if you want, it's your life, but that's what this is. a delusion.
Its fine, the ancients worshipped real and metaphorical dicks thats where term phallic comes from.
You extend the worship of the life giving force of the dick to actually sucking it and thats cool bro. Don't worry about gayness or mental illness. Its natural to worship such a potent force of nature.