How do I get HRT as a femboy

People are so weird. If anything on hrt.cafe was laced, you'd see literally thousands of threads about it here for years. Nothing is "laced". If you really are that paranoid and care that much, order something from hrt.cafe then send it to a lab to get it analyzed and tested so you can have proof it's 100% estrogen.

>and don't want my dick to stop working or my libido to go down?
Best way to keep dick working is to apply testosterone gel to it once per week, and also to use it regularly.

Best way to prevent libido from decreasing too much is avoiding antiandrogens and sticking to monotherapy. (This will also reduce odds of depression and other serious negative effects. But the potential downside is it requires starting with injections if you want an effective dose early on.)

>How can I get a good blend for my individual needs without an endo?
Start with standard dosaging and get lab tests done through your primary care physician.
>Does tamoxifen really stop breast growth when you get on E?
I took ralox when I was an hrt femboy and it shrunk my boobs down to puffy nipples.
>What do I do so my dick doesn't break?
Your dick will be fine, you can apply low dose T gel to your penis once per week if it becomes an issue.
>Something I can take to stop mental changes?
If you take estrogen, your brain will be estrogenized.
>How do I know how much of each to take for me specifically?
Unless if you're particularly under weight or overweight, standard dosaging is fine.
Btw there is a very very very very very low chance of getting an endo to prescribe you a SERM, most don't know about trans hrt, and the ones who know trans hrt don't know enby hrt and will sperg about any suggestions outside of standard hrt.

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Based post, thanks. Also I don't actually come here usually I just saw that link 1 time from a long time ago.

Whats the diff between ralox and tamox? What dose? Sorry for forcing you to spoonfeed me but I am kind of crying right now and decided it was time to get help.

Ralox is a newer, safer, and more effective version of tamox. It's basically tamox 2. I took 120mg/day of Ralox and since you dont want boobs, just being on 6mg/5 days of EV injections should be fine. Make sure to take the EV injections for a month before starting the ralox, otherwise it can shoot up your testosterone.

So 120mg of tamox and 6mg of what ev? Estradiol? why 5 days? which 5 days?

>If I permanently fuck up my body because I decided to DIY I will neck.
I guarantee some random endocrinologist is far more likely to fuck you up than DIYing will. Obviously it depends how intelligent and medically/biologically informed the person is, but DIY will pretty much always lead to better, more effective outcomes if the person is sufficiently educated and smart.

HRT femboys are an experimental niche within an experimental niche. You're not going to easily find a doctor who even wants to help, let alone will be good at helping. The vast majority of HRT femboys DIY. Doctors are almost universally useless when it comes to things like this. This is partly because what's required here is not just medical but body-optimizing expertise.

>ralox and tamox?
FYI, people report mixed results with SERMs (those two drugs are SERMs). They're selective estrogen receptor modulators/activators, so they activate estrogen receptors in some parts of the body, block estrogen receptors in some other parts, and may simultaneously activate and block estrogen receptors in some parts. They tend to block the receptors in the breasts, which reduces breast growth. But they're complex drugs and poorly-studied for use in AMABs/trans medicine, and some people report some negative effects.

>Something I can take to stop mental changes?
Not currently possible. There isn't an available drug that selectively blocks estrogen in the brain, as far as I know. If such a drug existed, I suspect it'd probably have other undesirable effects. Also, even among cis men, some amount of estrogen in the brain is required for normal functioning. Same for cis women and testosterone.

You just have to decide to accept the mental changes. That was one of the main things keeping me away for a while as a prospective HRT femboy, but I just decided to give it a shot.

No, I said 120mg/day of ralox. 6mg of estradol valerate (EV) injections, yes. Every 5 days because the half life of EV is 5 days. So if you took an injection on the 13th, the next would be on the 18th, then the 23rd, then the 28th, etc.

>>Does tamoxifen really stop breast growth when you get on E?
>I took ralox when I was an hrt femboy and it shrunk my boobs down to puffy nipples.
>SHRUNK
Wait that's possible? I'm not completely fucked?

>what if it's laced or some shit?
god great now i have another irrational fear to worry about

i have an anxiety/panic disorder and i fucking have a fear of everything. now i'm going to be afraid of someone hatecriming me through poisoning hrt

Yeah, I went from C cups to A cups from stopping cypro to puffy nipples with ralox. Warning though, I stopped because I realized I was mtf and they never got back to their old size 5.5 months after stopping ralox. So just make sure to keep that in mind.

i also only took ralox for 2.5 months, idk how likely blood clot risks are for longer than that, but I didn't get blood clots during my time taking it.

That sounds like a hellish nightmare, to be honest. It's one thing to have them stuck at one size, but to have them larger and then intentionally shrink them yourself and then want them back and they never come back seems very depressing.

Yea it's really painful and hurts a lot to think about, but it is what it is I guess. Nothing more I can do than look towards the future.

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>god great now i have another irrational fear to worry about
>i have an anxiety/panic disorder and i fucking have a fear of everything. now i'm going to be afraid of someone hatecriming me through poisoning hrt
It's not going to happen. A vendor who sells HRT isn't going to hatecrime their customers and there's not really a conceivable way someone could poison their supplies. Just buy from the trusted vendors who people here have bought from thousands of times in total without any issues.

A more rational fear is unknowingly hurting your own brain health by taking a combination that happens to be fucking you up, which happens a fair bit things like spiro and cypro in particular. Channel your paranoia into stuff that's both rational and in your control

Right, sorry, ralox. And I thought you meant 5 days a week. Thanks for clearin that up.
Is it possible that you weren't mtf before and the E activated that in you? That's the last thing I want. Ideally I'll be able to get my femboy years for like 8 years or something then detrans fully and just become a man at 30 assuming it's still unreasonable to stretch being a femboy out past that.

Also what am I in for with regards to mental changes?

I was on E for 1.5 years before I went MtF, I think it was because I turned 25 and couldn't really call myself a femboy anymore and that made me confront my feelings.

usually mental changes are from relief from repression, so if you're not a repressor, you should be okay in that department