> be me, mtf in early twenties, 2 years hrt > girlmoding full time, haven’t got misgendered even once in a year, mostly passing voice after a year of voice training > don’t believe that i pass even though everyone says I look and sound like a girl (they’re just being nice) > think that hundreds of likes and messages on dating sites are all from chasers > have incredible anxiety during prolonged social interactions because of the fear of getting clocked > “even if i pass, i’m just fucking ugly” > get bored and curious, decide to post a bunch of selfies (including unflattering ones) to a mainstream subreddit made for rating people’s looks > wait for an hour, get few comments saying i look cute > “well, almost zero attention, i was right about my looks” > a few hours later > the post fucking explodes, dozens of comments every hour, basically each of them saying that i’m incredibly cute, attractive, have model-tier looks > one girl said she realized she isn’t straight after seeing my pictures > only one comment from another tranny saying that she clocked me and one comment saying i’m below average > get about a hundred of DMs, people asking if I have onlyfans, saying they would kill to date me, other creepy shit > think that this subreddit is a hugbox > check the posts of other clockable trannies > half of the comments are something along the lines of “you look male” > “well, that means i’m just good at taking pictures, i definitely look way worse in real life”
i genuinely can’t accept that i might pass and look good, what the fuck is wrong with me
Yes you can. Use your willpower. You can do anything my love, you just need to put in a bit of effort and be patient. Meditate on what you desire and God will illuminate your path. SCHIZO REPPER OUT!!!!
> a few hours later > the post fucking explodes this is a classic sign of gangstalkers, theyre trying to get material to blackmail you. DO NOT RESPOND !
James Miller
Internalized self-hate. Like most posters here.
Owen Flores
kek, nice schizo post
Carter Harris
I HATE BDD PASSOIDS I HATE BDD PASSOIDS I HATE BDD PASSOIDS I HATE BDD PASSOIDS I HATE BDD PASSOIDS I HATE BDD PASSOIDS
How do I find a cute bdd passoid to gaslight into thinking she doesn't pass and is ugly so she will never leave me and will devote herself to me because I tell her im the only person that could possibly bare to be with her?
Benjamin Lewis
Not to burst your bubble but i got similar responses on Reddit before i even started hrt people are dumb there
Leo Miller
Why would I help you with that, user.
Noah Garcia
why, bro? it doesn't affect you, surely?
Jordan Russell
well that solves the mystery, thanks
Grayson Torres
i'm just jealous, bro
Thomas Bell
sussy baka
William Wilson
take your meds retard, i'm the real slim shady. my path illuminated into the third gender, and my visions from god only quadrupled. the more i tried to repress the more it opened up into my own personal hell, that thing we all have. my 'third eye' has gotten strong enough that i can read your fucking brain waves, and i smell horseshit. willpower is breaking your personal ouroboros, having a samsara, disconnecting from the matrix hivemind, then plugging back in before you end up in a mental hospital to finally and painfully connect your anima and animus in a bond. you're just pasting what pastor told you to copy, paranoid android.
I want to see. Please post a link to your picture.
Chase Morgan
there - unsee cc/album# 97dvY4nSqvcX9Nml
one i made just now the other one before a party a few days ago
Brandon Thomas
broken link, check 1 view limit, time limit
Luke King
oops, fixed unsee cc album#scziExB6RhJP317T
Aiden Collins
your being watched be extremely paranoid lock your doors.
Ian Rodriguez
why would they be unlocked, they lock automatically when they’re closed
Jayden Moore
BDD PASSOID
Juan Green
eh, you pass. wear scarves if you want for the adams apple
Grayson Morris
you pass and look good, but you're right nothing onlyfans worthy
James Hernandez
This is sort of thing where you just need to start outwardly telling yourself "I pass". You need to just verbally affirm yourself and stop putting yourself down. It's hard to change thought patterns but at this point you know LOGICALLY that it's far more likely that you pass and are pretty than the alternatives. It sounds silly but just look in the mirror and say things like >I'm a woman, people see me as such >People think that I am attractive >Most people don't realize I'm trans >I have put effort into my transition and it worked well for me etc etc Shit like that works, but only if you let it.
Logan Anderson
Passes to me
Juan Hughes
thanks, i’ll try it. hopefully therapy also helps
Jeremiah Torres
not OP but I try to do this and just feel like I’m delusional and insane. never misgendered in public but I’m ugly if not mannish.
Ryder Thomas
She passes! GET HER!
Jaxon Martin
you look male people here are going to hugbox you because they look like men
Wyatt Allen
go back to the hole you came from poltard
Colton Allen
You pass and are cute but I don't think you are model level of beauty
