I just injected for the first time. I now realize that I do not want to transition

I just injected for the first time. I now realize that I do not want to transition.

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too late your a girl now

How much? It will last 7-14 days depending on dose

my god you are all just first world retards aren't you?

you'll be okay don't let them get to you

what did you inject?? stop now estrogen will make you horny forever, going off estrogen wont fix it

politics obsessed people when someone has an issue that isnt starving to death in a mud hut

.1ml of 40mg/ml ev subcutaneous into the upper thigh. Felt immediate regret and panic attack that I fucked up my life and/or my health. needed to lay down immediately so I wouldn't pass out

Its alright I've done this 3 times already... still dont know if i want to troon or not ..

you're powerless to stop

I'm having a panic attack. I ordered stuff online without a prescription and I didn't do any blood testing. I'm such a fucking idiot I can't believe I did all this. I'm such a fucking idiot god I really really hope I don't get any effects from this and that I survive. I'm such a fucking idiot I could actually die from this why in the absolute goddamn did I do this

you are going to die. no doctor can stop this now. this is your reality for the rest of your life, which won't last very long

cause of death : took estrogen ONCE

4 whole marijuanas?

Estrogen is extremely dangerous to amabs who are not trutrans. You had a better chance of survival if you injected fentanyl instead.

not only will you die, but you will die as part of the 41%

so I take it by all the jokes that I'm not actually going to die. That helps my anxiety.

You won't die and won't see any effects other than maybe some temporary mental efftects
If you got to this point you'll probably do it again next week once you get over the initial panic

Thank you lots for the reassurance. What temporary mental effects should I be expecting?

whatever u make it out to be. literally nothing will be happening but u think it will be.
soon enough (3-4 weeks) ur boobs will start growing slightly.
earlier than that (1-2 weeks) ur penis will stop getting hard

I noticed in the first few days that my internal monologue quietened down a bit and thoughts became more abstract but I haven't heard of many other people experiencing this
I also just felt calmer, less anxiety, didn't get so easily overwhelmed