It was going okay at first but i was nervous and i felt a vague sense that I shouldn't be here. She is the one that tries to carry the conversation, she asks me things (nothing too personal, just tries to bring up hobbies or we) and I can't get the conversation to go anywhere, I make 1 sentence replies and I never ask anything to keep the dialogue going.
Eventually she loses interest and starts looking at her phone. I have no idea what to do and I didn't bring my phone (I thought it's impolite) so i just sit there awkwardly. I'm too self conscious to speak at this point but I start feeling weird, it's never happened to me before, I start getting angry. This person that's sitting in front of me just has no respect for me at all, she just views me as inferior and isn't embarassed to ignore me even thought I'm right in front of her.
We leave together and I'm expecting her to tell me she's going back home, I'm tense and angry and I feel so weak and pathetic. I don't know why but at this point I can't handle it anymore, and ive never done anything like this in my life, i just blurt out "hey i feel like fucking you in the ass". She lets outs this really exasperated sigh and start walking faster away from me, doesn't look at me for a second. I scream at her "you're a freak" "don't think you're better than me"
I'm angry. She didn't treat me like a human. At the same time I know the way I acted makes me "in the wrong" so I feel guilty and like I'm not allowed to be mad at her. It doesn't calm me down, just makes me even angrier, like she gets to take up all the space in my mind while she's probably back home enjoying herself and already doesn't think about me much. I know you retards are just going to react agressively and hurl insults towards me. I feel so ashamed of myself but at the same time I feel this rage that's not going away, I feel I could kill her if I ever saw her again. I've been pacing around my apartment, I can't calm down.
I went on a date with a trans woman yesterday and it went horribly
lol
>act like a disinterested sperg
>wonder why your date is upset and disinterested as a result
>get angry at yourself but cant conceptualize yourself as being in the wrong, so you take it out on your date
why are men such monkey brained apes
Lmao, imagine...
Sounds like a good time for hatesex
I hope this is a larp but I'm pretty sure it isn't
I look forward to seeing the screenshot of this on reddit
Yes you were in the wrong for losing your temper and yelling mean things. Yes I understand that you were mad. If they made effort to carry the conversation and didn't go straight to there phone then it's your fault for being too nervous I probably would have taken my phone out too. Next time yell out "I'm sorry for being so awkward on the date I'm just a Lil nervous instead of "I want to fuck you in the ass" actually nvm ur larping your w
Right she's wrong idc anymore
based
thanks for the encouragement to never try dating
God I hope this really happened, its just plausible enough that it could've. I can envision the type of pathetic loser sperg who would do this.
I just don't what to say, how is it my fault? I tried and I feel like I respected her more than she respected me. I didn't even bring my phone.
this is so obviously fake lmao
Well by the end of the date she definetly respected you more since you kind of through it all under the bus at the end. Also you not bringing your phone is retarded. Why wouldn't you bring it what if you were in an emergency and needed to phone 911. Are you to retarded to not start mobile gaming mid date if your phone is on you
Cause you fucking sperged and acted incredibly disinterested to the point there was no point to continue the date. You have to actually try user, not just give one sentence responses. You acted completely and utterly disinterested when she gave a full honest effort and you didn't reciprocate, so she matched your disinterest. I genuinely hope you don't think you're not in the wrong here otherwise you're helpless.
is this what goes through the mind of creepy guys? are they just retarded?
I knew I'd get called a loser, you people are so pathetic. You have 0 empathy. She hurt me more than I hurt her, she probably gets comments like mine every day while she humiliated me in a way i've never felt before. You act like victims all the time but you have no respect for other groups of people you've been told to hate. You just constantly talk to each other about how much you hate "incels" and you've dehumanized men to such an extent that you don't even see me as human.
You made no effort to move the conversation forward, what did you think would happen?
I realize I should have brought my phone now, I just didn't expect that people have so little respect for each other. It took me by surprise.
I tried, it just wouldn't come out. I couldn't find anything to say. I never acted rude or disparaging to her until that point, I thought she would tell me she understands what I'm going through.
You're a lost cause, holy shit. This gotta be a bait.
Why did she just take out her phone? I could have accepted it if she told me it couldn't work because I had nothing to say. But she just starts treating like I'm not even here. You have no idea how it feels.
>i wasnt rude because people are that rude to her every day
>she hurt me though because mememememe
damn dude really she probably just gave up when you started yelling since she expected it all along and it hurt to see she was right. she probably went home and cried.
testosterone is poison lol
why dont you ask her that? a lot of people fidget with their phones constantly and it doesnt have any higher meaning. maybe she was just nervous? you're the one that assumed it meant she hated you and rolled with that
>incel autist unable to maintain a conversation
>somehow it's the trannies fault for ???????
>I thought she would tell me she understands what I'm going through.
she just met you ?
I was afraid she would hate me if I asked, like I've heard that girls hate guys that are "clingy" and need emotional support, I thought she would view me as an insecure loser so I didn't say anything. I am ashamed of the way I acted afterwards but it felt so horrible, i honestly never felt like this in my entire life.
Bruh, just bruh like how. How are so forgiving of yourself. Just accept you were wrong and go do something nice to make up for it. Donate or do charity work. You don't have to always be right or have so based angle that justifies your reaction. You were flustered by your own inability to have a date, Her reaction to you basically shutting down socially and made a a bad decision. You don't have to do something nice that's just to help you feel better about yourself but like that the only genuine help I can give you. Nobody would agree that what you did was OK at most people can understand how flustered you must have been.
Are you saying I expected too much? I'm just idealistic and I think people will understand me right away. Maybe. But I feel like if I say anything I'll just make it worse because I'll reveal to her how creepy or weird I am, I couldn't find the words to talk to her.
>I thought she would view me as an insecure loser
You are clearly very insecure and you'll need to resolve this before anything. You're skipping the "become well adjusted" step and going straight to "trying to date adults"
>She is the one that tries to carry the conversation
Larp.
You'll never be perfect, work on yourself and continue to date. Just don't yell at anymore ppl
Honestly I'm still mad at her. I feel ashamed but it's nothing compared to the rage I feel whenever I think about her. I broke a few things around the apartment when I came back home but I'm still not calm.
>trans women owe me (an incel) sex
>sperg out
You're a weirdo with mental illness. I feel sorry for anyone who goes on a date with you. Seek help.
I don't know how to work on myself then. The feeling I got was so overwhelming. If you could feel what I felt at the time you would understand, it's the strongest emotion I've ever felt in my life. I just hate myself so much, I feel so trapped I have no idea what to do.
you should go to anger management classes
Explain the feeling user. Also you probably should do talk therapy but for now explain what you felt
Does that work? I know I blew it with her before I got mad at her anyway so I'm not sure it'll fix everything, I don't know how to fix everything wrong with me.