be me cishet

> be me cishet
> marry long term gf at the end of my 20s
> have some kids
> move to the suburbs
> life is good.
This timeline did not end up happening. I encountered the tranny thoughts in my head in my early 20s and it fucked me up mentally; I thought i had it under control. my ex ended up leaving me in my late 20s and the tranny shit went into overdrive.
I don't think that repression works forever, denial is also hard to keep up, although i am trying my best.
However, I am 100% sure that I would be a perfectly content cishet guy if i never encountered any tranny stuff.

Is there a way for me to simply forget about the tranny stuff?

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>However, I am 100% sure that I would be a perfectly content cishet guy if i never encountered any tranny stuff.
that's because you're a moron
>Is there a way for me to simply forget about the tranny stuff?
no

>that's because you're a moron
well .. .yeah.
>no
so i am doomed to live as a cis guy with tranny desires that were induced by my retarded ass being exposed to tranny stuff.

when will you learn!? that repression is suicide!?

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yeah but i am not trans. i only got the tranny shit stuck in my head because i was exposed to it.
so i am not a tru-trans repressor. i am cis and broken.

if u weren't trans it wouldn't have stuck. take your pills and accept reality as it is

no tru-trans have dysphoria and all that shit. i am just cis and retarded. how do i fix this. I am not really trans ... i need an out. i need to be cishet.

I love this movie

>move to the suburbs
This is how you turn your kids into school shooters

what would you call your thoughts other than dysphoria then?

that movie is pretty awesome.
a desire, a pain, a strange grinding of mental gears until nothing seems to work anymore.

seems to cause you some serious distress. it's called dysphoria, dummy

have you considered not watching porn? and do you have hobbies do you have outside of talking about trans stuff?

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>have you considered not watching porn?
don't watch much porn.
>do you have hobbies do you have outside of talking about trans stuff?
yes. i just sometimes fall into a hole of my brain going insane about this shit.
yeah ... but i would never pass and deep down i know that all of this is just fake.

oh, i see. well, good luck user. just try to do what makes you happiest, regardless of whether or not it really makes sense. at the end of life, i don’t think any of us will be getting any prizes or rewards for withholding happiness from ourselves for the principle of it, so it’s best to just live for you. also, sorry for typing that last post like i had a stroke

>just try to do what makes you happiest, regardless of whether or not it really makes sense. at the end of life, i don’t think any of us will be getting any prizes or rewards for withholding happiness from ourselves for the principle of it, so it’s best to just live for you.
thanks but this might be the best pink-pilling i have seen in a long time.

You either pass or you don't. Why don't you try?

wanted to take a picture of my face and post as proof that transitioning would never work for me. but face was so bad that i couldn't even take the picture.

god i am a pussy.
i don't think i could pass. have size L shoulders on size M hips .... see picrel

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on top of my wide shoulders... i am totally bald and have a long ass face.

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>so i am doomed to live as a cis guy with tranny desires that were induced by my retarded ass being exposed to tranny stuff
this type of "tee-hee, am such a dumb-dumb!" stuff is only cute when you're a kid.
You're a fucking adult almost in their 30s, stop embarrassing yourself and take control of your fucking life for once.
You have dysphoria. Do something about it. There are options outside of putting your head back in the sand and hoping it will magically go away without you doing anything.