I'm a pre-HRT FTM. I'm worried that my being trans is some kind of weird fetish...

I'm a pre-HRT FTM. I'm worried that my being trans is some kind of weird fetish, as when I've told my bf he's always said he'll remind me of how much of a woman I am and fucks me until I stop thinking about being a man.
How can I know for sure that my wanting to be a man is real and not just a fetish?

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>not transitioning for a fetish
Fembrained

>How can I know for sure that my wanting to be a man is real and not just a fetish?
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It's not a fetish. It's trauma. Get in therapy and with a therapist who doesn't push you to transition but helps you deal with your problems considering femininity.

Do not listen to this retard. All therapy is a scam, either find your role as a loyal wife or go full degen mode

Therapy is exactly the sort of bullshit that works on foids. They need an authority figure to tell them why their thinking is wrong and what they should think instead. Her bf is failing at it so she should seek an outside source.

You're straight femoid, of course it's fetish. Dumb fujo you would never be yaoi uke.

>another cis woman got mindbroken by yaoi
so when are we gonna ban this shit?

That's not what therapists do

Larp

>he's always said he'll remind me of how much of a woman I am and fucks me until I stop thinking about being a man.
H- hot

why do trannies say this when 80% of them “discovered” they were trans through shemale or futa porn? you are all the same

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Is it that you don't want to be a woman, or that you want to be a man. "I NEED to live my life as a man" invalid. "I CAN'T live my life as a woman" valid.

porn is the great equaliser ~

it is some kind of weird fetish
... and now that you've described it, i think it's mine too

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Gigahon here. I felt this way, perplexingly even when HRT tanked my libido. Its just a brainworm babe, ignore it.

fr tho if you can be fucked in your vagina until you don't feel like a man and still enjoy it, you are definitely not FTM

it is a fetish. ip to you whether that is fine or not

Consider your life in the future. Will you be happy living as a woman? Can you see yourself growing old as a woman? How does being treated like a woman make you feel?

Why are hons so nice

Hugbox mentality

I "discovered" I was trans by wishing I was a girl since I was a kid, hating the boy parts of my body, and being terrified learning about male puberty. Still wouldn't admit to myself that I might be trans. Here I am years and years later, still not transitioning, still wondering if I'm actually trans or not or if transition is even worth it if I am. I think society kinda mindbroke me.
I also don't really like shemale/futa porn (or really porn much in general) because it reminds me that I'd be like that and have a penis and not be fully female like I wish I was.
Do you stop caring about being a man after your orgasm? I think that's probably a pretty strong case for it being a fetish if you do... I still want to be a girl even after I cum.