>realized that I am not gay
>stopped wanting to be a girl
What does that mean?
Realized that I am not gay
idk talk to a therapist so you dont waste time as someone you dont' want to be and have less of a chance to be ugly after transition
also if you don't then why are you here?
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i would accept instant death at 30 if i could look like her
Seriously... How the fuck is that even possible?
Huh, is she troon? If not, then good genes or/and BBL
I've never seen someone that looks even remotely like this irl. Her waist to hip ratio is 0.50 for fuck sakes
Anybody that's attracted to an ass as big as a car tire is got to be fucking retarded. Can anybody explain to me why somebody would be attracted to a big fat round ass?
It's purity of form while boobs are purity of essence
>good genes
terrible genes. It's obesity concentrated in the hips
>but fertility
that is related to the width of the hip bones, not to obese levels of fat
i've seen women with even larger hips, it happens.
I... Don't believe you. How would she even walk?
haha i have that same app
good for brainworms
WE HAVE TO QUANTIFY OUR BRAINWORMS. DO YOU ALSO MAKE CHARTS?! GOTTA GRAPH RATIOS OVER TIME AND DO FACIAL ANALYSIS AND GET CT SCANS DONE AND EDIT THEM IN BLENDER
I'M GETTING A RESIN 3D PRINTER SO THAT I CAN PRINT MY SKULL A BUNCH OF TIMES AND PERFORM VARIOUS FFS OPERATIONS ON IT AND THEN TAKE THOSE TO MY SURGEON FOR EXAMPLES OF WHAT I WANT TO ACHIEVE AND HOW TO ACHIEVE IT
It looks like shit to me the one thing I can't stand about being trans is having such an ugly body
Ahem... Anyway, mood kindred lol
my brainworms haven't gotten that bad yet thankfully
but if ur brainworms are gonna teach u sculpting (im good at blender but sculpting is just the worst) and 3d printing thats pretty cool i guess
The issue is that I've already had jaw work done so I need to verfiy how much can be changed without endangering the mental nerve
(Also if you keep using apps like that, you worms 100% will get this bad. Now that I'm not getting actualized through sex, I've started wearing masks everywhere even indoors and in bed lol)
okay ur probably one of the worst cases of brainworms i've seen here, i hope i won't become like u
I just have to keep telling myself:
I'll be happy and accept myself after surgery.
I'll be happy and accept myself after surgery.
I'll be happy and accept myself after surgery.
I'll be happy and accept myself after surgery.
The cycle will be broken. I'm 100% going to be happy after this. I won't find additional aspects of my body to hate or fall into a spiral due to the effects of youth gradually decaying and being left in an aged husk.
Except, you know, maybe I should get a bbl too? Or rib removal? And shoulder narrowing?