Im so proud of myself for improving on my toxic behaviors so much the past few months :) today my best friend went to...

im so proud of myself for improving on my toxic behaviors so much the past few months :) today my best friend went to work and she hasnt checked on me or replied to my texts like she usually does the entire day and usually i would start having a mental breakdown and get anxious that shes mad at me or abandoning me forever by now, but today instead of jumping to conclusions i just thought maybe her phone died while she was at work or shes just having a really busy day today :3 i can be less of a burden now that she doesnt need to worry about me as much as she used to

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She’s ignoring you. This is the first phase of abandonment

she is not :( stop trying to mess with my head i am better than this now

I wish I was user but I am her and I knew you’d post here. So please leave me alone

fuck you

>im so proud of myself for improving on my toxic behaviors so much the past few months
I'm proud of you too :) It's not an easy thing and it's really great that you're working on yourself

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There you go having another one of your mental breakdowns see and you wonder why

kys

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I won’t check in on you ever again

proud of you as well OP

i owe it all to her though c: my entire life ive pushed so many people away because of my crippling fear of abandonment and insecurity making me behave in really toxic ways but she is the first person who stayed, took the time to understand my behavior, and taught me that i too am worthy of love

You did well, you really did.

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thank you

Based.

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good job user, keep it up

nta but I think I know what user was talking about lol, it's the lack of .s and ,s and
>i just type out my thoughts endlessly
, but I personally don't think it's cringe (maybe because I write my OPs like this sometimes too), I think it's cute

im gonna correct myself, you r fine on the ,s department. it's just the lack of .s

First off every OP is immediately improved by manual line breaks. This is a gigaboomer opinion though.
Next: user, dear. Calm down with the emotes. use your lovely, lovely words to express your emotions. Or use images. We're an imageboard after all. The occasional ";_;" etc is fine but try to keep it subdued.
You are kind of a verbal rapidfire type, that is fine. But structure your thoughts into coherent sentences, as the other user pointed out.

Also, positive threads are nice, but try to take the focus away from you as an individual a bit so people are more encouraged to contribute their own experiences rather than comment on yours. That's all.

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i guess..,.. its just that when i start talking about something i wanna talk about i dont really talk with alot of pauses i just keep going and going until my story is over and i guess it just reflects on my typing style LOL

when you're feeling down think of these good times OP to remind you so that you can get through them

so excitable. Adorable. You're like a puppy.

I actually like using this "writing style" too so I understand :)

>calm down with the emotes
yeah people have made remarks about my emote spam alot haha ;_; idk im not very good at words and usually a big thing in the way i express myself is my body language and expressions so i use looots of emotes in text but i do agree i tend to overuse them alot ;;

>you're like a puppy
yeah i get that alot esp being as clingy as i am :< im working on not being too clingy though as this can be very unhealthy

yeah you get it! its to show enthusiasm!

OMG I wanna be told this so badly. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa >////